Hi! Today i watched 13 going on 30 "thirty, flirty&thriving..."

I'm glad i didn't got to Daryl's party last night,

I ended up staying in with Nes and we had a movie marathon!

2009 had been extra-eemly busy for me! I HATE SECONDARY LIFESTYLE

plus, everyone in my school's narrow minded..

"tattoo's are bad..short skirts are bad.."

they just want us to be Nun's so badly..

but not my forte, really..

me? In a nun outfit..and all that jazz?

Not today, not tomorrow. Never in my lifetime

The feeling is back again! I just wanna smack her real hard on the head!

FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN

So time is flying, and Jackie's 17th birthday is on Friday!

Still can't get over how fast time is flying..

I just turned 16 one month ago and now Jackie's turning 17.

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One of the downsides of your birthday being in December...

So far in class, i have not been lagging behind.yet.

I am(STILL) an A1 Accounts student in class,

only because my teacher gave us a spot test today and I aced it!

I feel nerdy..I only think about studying when i get home sometimes

shit.

Nes: You know _____ had 6 points for L1R5!

Tash: WHAT? is she on steroids or something?!

like the last year, this is (also) full of changes

feeling very in the dark right now.....SECRETS DON'T MAKE FRIENDS. best friends.

So this is the new year

And I have no resolutions

For self assigned penance

For problems with easy solutions

Many things to look forward too this year, hopefully this year would turn out like 2006. Cause 2006 was the bestttttt haha. ok, but with Nes, my family, and all my favourite people i'll definately be able to make it through this year.  V

 

today was..eventful. Me and nes managed to do a little last minute shopping. Still i'm short of a few things, presents. To think that this year is comming to an end is just so soon..this has been one hell of a fun unexpecting cRaZy year. good timez...still, 2006 owns! merry christmas!

there's a corner of your heart (just for me)

"maybe you're not even human cause..only an angel could be so unusual"


On the 15th, I celebrated my birthday with all the people that i love..and it was a pretty good turnout. A few didn't turn up, but it's alright..there's still next year. Everyone left the chalet at like 630 in the morning..Faiz puking and all haha. Good times, good times.. And i got my N level results, i topped the class with 4 points. So, sec 5 for me! Been hanging a lot with Ruth since she's down. You have to watch our suprise video. I laughed like mad.. aaaaah MEMORIES!

FAIZ : what do you call a deer with no eyes?

TASH: a blind deer?

FAIZ: NO-I-DEER!

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"I want to know this time if
you’re really finally mine
I need to know that you're not lying so I want to see you tried
And I don't want to hear you say it shouldn’t really be this way
'Cause I like this way just fine"

patterns will fall as quick as i do..i'm learning a new way of thinking now

"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop" -Meredith Grey

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

Hi! like like like 19 days to christmas and I am unprepared, nothing ready at all. But i'm content like this, the rush makes me more excited. Feels so weird that this whole year is ending..I swear it feels like last week or something it was christmas eve. I remember it so clearly. But such is life, and time flies! i digress

Ruth will be down in like 9 days! I am more excited than you can ever imagine. I will feel whole-er than i already do. The only other person in the whole world who'll understand anything and just listen. I know she's reading so i love you. can't wait to see you! and I AM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS :] I've been working, but other than that enjoying my days left of the holidays with nes and i love him. gah till death

ok, i'm sleepy

This is a Saturday, what was on my to do list was : shoe sale, movie and flee market...
Apparently not so..because my cousin and jackiee bowed out at the last minute and i'm now deciding.
Since i'm the only masketeer standing..why not go alone? In fact I love to do things alone. This is no math quiz. Simple, i will go alone. Until my boyfriend is done with his chores, it will be me,myself & I :]

"So I look in your direction..but you pay me no attention, do you?"

On the 22nd I held a small party at my house for Nes's 18th, and when i woke up at 3pm the next day..empty glasses were on the floor with a bailey's bottle near them. "mmmm, so this is what i did last night..." and knocked out again till 430pm.

somethin somethin for you to look at!

SCUM BAG BITCH SLUT MOTHERFUCKING WHORE TIT FACE FUCK OFF! FUCKING SLUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

i dont know what to say, and i don't know what to think..
what i do know is i need a strong drink, and lots& lots of nicotine.
anything to get this out of my head. anything



"we open up, unfinished parts, broken up, its only love."

So Nique is my cousin..and she is well, so much more trust worthy with family information compared to myself..

Jackie: Wanna eat on Saturday, like a proper dinner?
Tash: ok, set
Jackie: set ah, DONT YOU DARE change plans! I book you on saturday evening.
Tash: yup..ok
Jackie: oh wait! you also another one right, cannot right?
Tash: huh? what do you mean?
Jackie: Nique said it's your grandmother's birthday!
Tash: really ah? how come i didnt know!
Jackie: -_____________________________________________-

I finally spoke to Tatum after god knows how long,and our conversations still go the same way.

"you really don't like her.."
"no she's ok la, just that in primary school she used to tell me she was a magician. And i believed her"


PART 2 of the conversation went like

"gets me so annoyed and jealous"
"OMGGGGG DITTO"

"how did he even get her?good catch. I mean DAMN good catch"

Hahaha, will see that tiny lady after her A's.

To one of the nicest old lady i've met, and her family


and for now, to nes...
If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.