Everything is automatic..

So today, we celebrated Ben's belated birthday.
We forgot the most important thing, THE CAKE.
It's alright, we all sat around in a circle, drank our beers and smoked.
It was pretty fun Cause we played games "I have never ever......." haha fun.

Tomorrow, i will attend a kids party. Don't worry Nes, Jackie, Leon & Nique. We are all in this together. Good old games and food and a party only for 3 hours. I'm hoping it'll be fun. My eye lids are heavy and i shall go to bed now, a long tiring day awaits me. Goodnight world

It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing
It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing
It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing

I've been looking for Chuch Palahniuk's book since i got back from Aussie
So today i was at the busstop waiting for the bus to come (which took ages by the way)
Then i see this boy, he's holding a book and it says "Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk"
I, by the way, have been looking for that since......... ages ago
And so i get ready to walk up to the boy to ask him where he got it from
Just then, his bus comes as i'm walking to him half way, he boards the bus,
the bus door closes and it leaves. So i'm standing there, and everyone saw that.
Why am i so unlucky! maybe i need lucky charms. Like a Lohan fish or something.
Hokey, i'm going to take a nap now. Goodbye! and don't worry guys, the holidays are comming...

Nique: Oh, I wanna watch Evan Almighty!
Tash: I caught that already..it's pretty boring.

Really, not long later....(after the trailer for Evan Almighty ended)

Tash: Oh, i watched it. It's not bad.
Nique: But i thought you said it was boring?
Tash: Oh yeah, it was boring!

Yeah so, sometimes conversing with her is pretty hard cause of my really short term memory. It's alright, i've accepted this gift from god.
Later on everyone's coming to my house and it's time to play pictionary and cluedo,
But first, i'm gonna alter afew of my clothes, and then get my camera some batteries.
See yaaaaaaa

Today when i got back, i had a little suprise for my dog
I got her wet doggie food. She loved it, and i loved seeing her happy.
I love to fatten her up once in a while you know. For a dog, she's waaaaaaay too skinny.

Now i'm listening to Gary Jules, Mad World.
Look it up, it's a great song to chill out too. Makes you think...
And soon, i'm going to get dressed and leave for a movie with nique.
I've no idea how i managed to talk my mum into it, but i'm glad she let me go with this whole grounding thing.
I felt a sense of achievement today, i made my dog happy.
It's time to make me happy now, as i go on with that i should get my hair washed cause the rain got it today
Off i will go, enjoy your windy friday night!

"i cling to this..."

People say: seek it in time
I've been thinking about time lately,& i hate it

I've also been thinking about the end of the year, and how much fun i'll have
I've also been thinking about the new years eve
Lately, i've been doing alot of thinking because of my free time

I want to do something about time
Stop feeling lazy, and be whisked away
hahaha, too much.

ROUND TWO

Yeah! this is the second weekend of my grounding. It's starting to get to me like the last time. I'm becomming mad. Today i was not allowed out, and tomorrow i asked everyone to come over to my place to hang out.
I begged and begged, and said "don't busted me laaaa plz" Hopefully they give me some pity and spend at least 2 hours at my place playing Pictionary or Cluedo. Sad life? yes, i agree too.

Who do you love, me or the thought of me?

"..All The Go Inbetweens"

I am becomming irritated with the camera that's passed down to me.
It's about 3 times or 4, or could possibly be 5 times my age.
So where you think i might get the batteries from?! I mean, don't mind the film.
Other than the great annoyance from this old camera, i've not been in school for 2 days.
Simply because i have "sore eyes". First it was suppose to be a big joke in school for me to leave early. But than the doctor told me i really had sore eyes. Ha ha ha. I really laughed there and then in the clinic. So i walked out and i told my mum that i actually didn't have sore eyes.
But she didn't believe me, and insisted i was sick.. So here i am now at home, searching for something to do. I got up early and even volunteered to do the dishes. but cleeeearly it's 11.24 in the morning, and the only person that would be eating is.... me.

Should i be a couch potato, flipping through the channels
or a complete pig, sleeping the whole day
or also a pig..but eating instead. i need motivation...
Please god, answer my cry.

Good evening! it's such a rainy night
and there's no doubt im going to crash after this
Ok, so here's what happened during the week.
Singfest was so gooood. Bands like the academy is,
the noisettes and cyndi lauper and gym class heros..
ok, i might as well just put all the bands that played.
They were good, and Singfest will be back next year!
I'll definately be there of course.

But Since my mum left during the weekend, i thought i could...
have a little fun. so i left in the middle of the night and she
came back and i wasnt there at 530 in the morning. haha
so you guessed right, i am now grounded!
it's ok, i'll live. i'll live.
ok, so you all have a good week ahead, i'll just be spending
my time bumming around and listening to sad songs
goodbyezzzzz. don't miss me

Dad, me and nique

i had terribly good weekend
i am ready to go through monday and tuesday, & i think (bring it on!)
i'm having nostalgic feelings
it doesn't hurt. it doesn't hurt

can't wait for wednesday till i can see sugar ray, nes and every single body
now i will drown myself in The Fire Fight. have a goodnight.

out of me

Good evening again! I am ready to share with you guys a story. You're definately gonna laugh, so hang in there. you need a great imagination to get this one.really

It was yesterday in school and it was raining heavily, like the best weather to sleep in. & uh..play in the rain. So me and alexdsondra decided to run in the rain and jump about here and there. When i came back in, i failed to realise that there was a BIG puddle infront of me, and with my already wet shoes, i stepped onto the puddle. Oh yes. It happened. That's when it happened. I slipped, in the most unglam way you could ever imagine and there was some whole matrix thing again on for about.. 1.2 seconds. And BANG i fell. I fell on my bum. I didn't care if it hurt i wanted to run for cover cause thats when i realised the whole bloody canteen saw my circus act. My friends from the other side of the canteen were laughing so hard and screaming "I SAW THAT! HAHAHAHAHA" i could swear i heard them! so i went down a legend that day. the girl that fell in the rain, or after being in the rain onto the slippery wet canteen floor. ha ha very funny
but i wanted to dissapear.

i hope i made your day
one more time! :)

the best song to listen to on a rainy day i swear


good evening. i just hate how time is passing by so slowly
i'm waiting for the weekend, next weekend..
and 13 weekends more to pass

everyday just makes me think about the next day
and the next day and the next
i hate this cycle
plus, adding on to my much stressed mind, i find out i have a corn on my foot!
i just want to amputate my foot. really

i m numb (for now,)

I just got back from Nes's place. Ruth, myself and David stayed over.
Before that was Jayuire's party and we all drank. I am a terrible friend and i suck at keeping promises.
But i try, i try.. they should have a guide book on how to be a really good friend.

I got home, so stoned, and slept at 5pm all the way to 8.30
Nuh-uh, not good enough. I will crash soon again and skip school tomorrow
Say goodbye to ruth..and i'll see my baby again next year, i hope.

dont wait, act now
this amazing offer won't last long
it's the only chance to save the path we're on
i know there are more exciting things to talk about
and in time we'll sort it out.

Hello! I will just quickly explain what happened over my weekend
1) alcohol on saturday night
2) overslept on sunday
3) missed wedding on sunday

It's tuesday and i why do i feel like days are taking agessss to pass? But. on a lighter note, my mother will be gone over the next weekend, (again) so i will then abuse my curfew and one million other things. haha
Sarah's birthday was good, i had funn and i made new friends and i was entertained by "YO MOMMA" jokes
so i was always confused..is it "your momma?" or "yo momma"?


Now i will take a shower the express way, get out in 5 minutes, blow my hair if i feel like it
and buy some stupid accounts text books. goodbye all! have a pleasent week!

Some people say money can't buy happiness, I think other wise
My horoscope also said that i can't take restrictions. True.
And that i only think outside the box, and that i always look at the bigger picture of life. True

Money can buy happiness. Think about those times you bought your favourite shirt from Topshop or something.
Of course you were happy! Now, that is money buying happiness right there
It's almost 12 and i have decided to skip school tomorrow and only attend Drama classes
I need to stop being lazzzzy and start looking at the BIGGER picture of life
To me, this is the biggest it gets

I just realised how bloody plain my blog is. I never really took the time to uh... decorate it
But ruth said "only stupid people don't know how to do it" cause it's that simple
Sadly, i still haven't figured how to do it. I'm just too lazy to learn
See, i learn too many things at school already. My brains going to burst
Just like my heart..and my nose..and my fingers..and...

I realised my weekend's are gonna be pretty busy soon.
I gotta practice my CLEO lines for the school play..
(yes, i play a pretty smart babe that thinks she's smart but actually she's so fucking dumb)
ya uh, that was the role i got. But i play funny too, So i hope that comes out good

Amy Winehouse has sucha sexy voice it's making me mad
CURSES!

i haven't heard this song in agesss, but i love the chorus
anyway, i had a pretty good weekend
operation hide-your-boy-friend-in-the-house was damn funny
then there was Matt's birthday night (which wasnt even his real birthday date)
so we drank after a longggg time

and sunday is always boring save me
thank the heaven's school's ending at 12.45 tomorrow

what if words could hurt?

Good evening, i'm falling asleep in front of the computer, the alcohol's making me sleepyyy
Happy Birthday Matt, told you you'd get piss drunk

Walking on the way home was funny
i was singing songs out loud. real loud.
and i sprained my ankle while walking along the pavement
and i ran across the road like some lunatic
not funnyy, not funny hahaha

which reminds me, now i shall go sleeep!
tomorrow is a sad, sad day of wardening

Durian pancakes are so good, how could one not apprechiate durians?
I think me and ruth are so paranoid
Mainly her. We went back to her place and thought it had been "invaded"
so with our imaginations wild, we thought people were hiding within the house
We grabbed our 'tools' and walked around fiercely
only to realise, the whole time we had been fooling ourselves
i love ruth!
i will now drink orange juice, and eat apples! to get rid of this flu
till more adventures....

and this 'real'
it's impossible if possible
at who's blind word
so clear but so unheard

it's only the 1st day of the week and i feel drained
how could they make me stay in school for 11 and a half hours!
how caaaaan tell me now