i think this is a really sweet song



Just give me moments. Not hours or days......
1 month just flew by. Now everything's gonna be back to normal.
Thinking about going back to school is making my heart feel heavy, and my stomach sick.
Soon, i'll be seeing everyone with the same old morning faces.
I've not even done my homework. I forgot what we were suppose to do.
I know there was a project right, i just dont know what it's about.
Going to school is like experiencing death
And i thank caracal for a good night yesterday

i'm just glad i had too much to drink yesterday


open heart surgery

Yep, i'm spending my holidays real well. considering it's the last week and all. i went to Jet for free yo! muahahahahaha. so there was about 30 of us. huge group, and we all got in free. most of the guys jumped in from the back (which was a funny story, i heard) and the girls got sneaked in by the bouncers. it was like some movie thing. so i guess you'd agree. I'm having a pretty good holiday ;)

but in all, for yesterday, i say thanks to wicked! you're the best skinny chinese boy

I'm going to take the final week of the holidays seriously. Enjoy it real well and have the most fun i possibly can. 3 weeks has flown by like that. Just that. No no no, i will make proper use of my time.

Today i traspassed. Swam in some pool. It was actually a show pool, but still fun. Me, Nes, Anthony &Shirley decided that we'd swim at night at some place. So we went. The water was fucking cold. But it was good fun! Double dates are fun......

And this is what i call "make proper use of my time" hahaha
and drink, don't forget drink. ever.

I'm back! Back to his bad weather, and sunny island. So bloody hot! Okay, so today wasn't that bad. Father's day is tomorrow so we went to get cards. Mine was pretty funny. And after that we were supposed to drink. But we got too carried away with fluffy and to much talk, so we skipped drinking. It's on tuesday instead. when we go for the Jet concert and dance to the music. Speaking of which, some lyrics i gotta remember.

And Australia wasn't that bad. The guys were cute, the weather was nice. It's just that the aussie lifestyle is too different from singapore. 8pm, and it's like ghost town in their town area. It's nuts. 8pm here and i'm about to drink. Can't do it, i just can't do it.

Nes:maybe i could read it and figure it out. i mean bio's just like plants right?

Tash: I dont know. i forgot.

Me and my head high, And my tears dry


When i listen to this song it just makes me want to light a cig, and drink cheap red wine.

It's raining heavily here in Sydney. And the temperature's way below 10 degrees. It's nuts! Somehow i just can't wait to get back to Singapore, as much as i hate that place. I secretly love it. I love the people, the food, and my bed, my pillows. I'm sick of living under other people's roofs. Their house means their rules. I can't take rules. I HATE RULES!

I actually can't wait for ruth to get down. Every mid night i'll head to her house to chill and catch up on things. Having no parents around, and in your house could never be better with your best friend back in town! ya know what im saying? Party days are in! (even if school has started)

The TV taught me how to sulk and love nothing.

I'm in sydney, and very colddddd.
I'm missing the singapore night life. By 9pm here it's already pretty dead.
whereas singapore's like still rocking at night. My mum and Gavin keeps thinking i'm Lovesick. . But not that i'd deny it, i miss nes. i miss my house too. its like i cant dig the fridge. I'd have to dig Aunt Anne's fridge. The new Bloc Party cd's great. Uniform's one of the better songs in the cd. But the lyrics in the song is real good, and true.

oh so we're on this long drive to the great ocean road and my mum goes
"Ok, we will now pray that we will have a safe journey to and back from The Great Ocean Road"

Long pause.....................

"mum, we prayed yet?"

"no"

Anberlin and Copeland were great. I've got Nathan's signature on my ticket.
Last night was a really good start to my holidays! Yes, i am going to aussieland in a few hours.
Keep telling myself it'll be fun. I am excited. Will not be miserable...

At least i'm getting out of Singapore for a while. Goodbye fucking hot weather for 11 days!
Don't miss me too muchhhhh

ps; always drink before a concert. you'd enjoy it more.

"Use that evidence, Race it around."

Hey, it's almost 4 and i'm dealing with the "i cannot sleep" disease.

Always happens during the holidays.

So we all result to staying awake will 5 am, crawling and bawling

out of your house to meet for breakfast at 5am

at kembangan with sleepy faces, ready to begin the day (for some.)

So in about an hour i will jump into "ready to start the day" clothes

and meet the rest, have breakfast,

head to church all alone...and dying..

then head for a stupid menicure,

get drunk as a skunk

(IT RHYMES!) i suck at rhyming stuffs

And finally what we've all been waiting for, Anberlin & Copeland!

Or for nes, "Anberland & Copelin" hahahaha

I'm so restless, my head feels so empty and light.

And all i'm thinking about are salty peanuts and how they might taste in my mouth.

mmmmmmmmm.. salty peanut goodness...

NOOOOOOOOOOT.

I hate to use my retainers. Hate, hate, hate.
They're the most irritating things on this cruel earth
You have to use it at night(without a choice)
And treat it like how you treat your actual teeth.
I am going to throw a huge party when i don't need to use this stupid thing anymore.
Hang in there Tash..you've got many months more to go.

Other then my stupid irritating peice of plastic,
My boyfriend is back! Hurrrrrrah
Don't be to happy, I'll be going on Monday.
A sad week and a half without me.
Awwwwww, don't cry! :)

Hola! today was spent at Sentosaaaaa. Not really..just 2 hours of my life was spent at sentosa today. I went there especially for the sunset. (nothing much..i know.)

I was so desperate i went to check what time the sun was gonna set on the weather forcasts.

(ha ha, laugh all you want at me). But i guess i enjoyed myself. Chit chat-ted with Trich alot.

However, the drunk side of her rocks harder!

hoihoi

Don't cry out.

I always have this lazy feeling every Sunday morning. I think it's always from the crazy Saturday nights. Last night was all at clark quey, we sat by the river(or whatever you might wanna call it, since singapore doesnt really have a river) and chilled. While Anthony and Faiz climbed the high walls. No it was seriously high, i'd say.. 4 stories above the ground?

I'm eating this cupcake, and its actually very nice!

It's the start of the holidays! It's what we've been waiting for over the past few months! I'm in the holiday mood!
To be honest, i've been in the holiday mood since..May. But not in the holiday mood for June. More like in the holiday mood since December. I got my results back today too. Lets just say I can do much better. Much, much better.

I know i suck. I suck so bad. Just 1/10th in me is telling me i don't care. Truth is, i really don't care.
NO! i can't. i have to care! THINK LONG TERM TASH. WHERE WILL YOU BE IN THE NEXT 20 YEARS?

Pfffffft. that's easy. Reading a megazine in my super big house with a pet called sausage running around.
So you get what i mean when i say "just dont care"?

"Everyday i wish i was small. Will you still love me? "


1.22am, drunk. Everything looks to blur. Even the key board. i'm terrible sorry if i dont spell anything right. Haed too much to drink tonight. Huh, tek Chai? (that goes to f1,f2,jackie,and of ccourse tek chai.)

Finally when i've gained a little normal-ness again, i realise i've got Tek chai's jacket. Shit.
All i remember was 4 of us giggling in the train, and one by one, each just was jumping off at thier stops. Great start to your June holidays huh? Getting high with your friends, and swaying left and right walking on the way home. (yeah, i wasn;t the only one)

Suprisingly, i actually love it
and too bad my boyfriend's not in singapore to join is. Missing youuuuu

I bet everyone's just closing their eyes, and hoping to fall asleep soon

I swear 1 minute ago i was spotting all the wrong spellings in this post.
Now i just can't find it. OH, THE IRONY!

"We don't want you to see. We come and we go. Here today, gone tomorrow"

I just finish reading I Love Everyone (& other atrocious lies). It's such an interesting novel. Notaro could make you laugh anywhere. I could laugh reading the book in the train, detention, or even library. Go get it!Okay, other then that. I gotta get ready to go over to jackie's place and then the group. I don't know what we'd be up to today. But i'll let you know! For now, gotta rush off. Chao cyber space!

skies always look great in pictures, esp during sunsets.

Beautiful Bora Bora.

I think i need a holiday. I real holiday..Like the kinds down the beach. And there's nothing stopping you from having a good time. Nothing...

oh, and you gotta love this!

"we better start panicking, and restore some 'sg-ness' back in her!"

Today I realised alot of things. Earlier today when i collected my phone at the Nokia shop, the man returning my phone back to me had long finger nails. Not all his fingers, just one. And it was really distracting and i didnt get what the hell he was explaining to me. There were stuff in his nails...it was gross.

Then as i walked around town, i saw this lady. She dressed well. But her shoeeeeees.
They were too big for her. It was high heels. But waaaaaaay to big for her. It looked like while she was walking it was gonna fly off or something. Not Good.
I wanted to shout "DANGER ZONE!" cause i that was playing in my head was a man walking, the high heel flying off, hitting him and he dies. hahaha tragic.

And i found it quite amusing how i was annoying this women at Topshop. She worked in the changing room and i kept getting the wrong sizes so i asked her to find it for me. I think i asked her like 5 times. And then made her find my shirt i accidentally dumped in with the stack of clothes i didn't want. Hahahaha. ohhhhhh, whatta day!

I'm wondering why these little black clouds keep walking around with me.
It wastes time and I'd rather be high.

"Love is crazzzy"

Keith: Shut up. I hate you.
Tash: Get out of my life, I hate you too.
Nique: Will you both just quit it..
Keith: Shut the hell up, i hate you too nique.

Funny, when we 3 were having sushi together. hahahahahaha
Keith, don't you just love us?



oh, and check this picture out. I was looking around and i found this!
There's marieanne, alex, me, and teri on the swings..swinging. haha

Day's are passing by too slowly. It's like i'm sitting still at one spot and everyone's just walking pass me and around me. And i don't feel tired, or sleepy, or talkative, nothing. It's like i'm waiting for something big to happen. Waiting.. waiting.. waiting... and it never comes.

And i've got a stupid papercut that hurts so bad! Tits Mcgeee

I hate having nothing to do. Especially if it's 1.45 in the morning, and all your friends are totally bumbed out on too much alcohol and living on 2 days ago.
I've got my jasmine green tea right next to me and Ladytron on with "Everything you touch."

It's making me feel...light