Empty another bottle,
And let me tear you to pieces.
This is me wishing you into the worst situations.
I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go,
But you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.

first exam tomorrow, wish me luck! it's all i can run on now.

One thing i realised while i was looking at all of Nique's picture, Anthony is the person with the most pictures of himself in her computer. Cause he either A) blocks someone in the picture, or B) says "eh, i want to be in the picture," and A is repeated. I think we should just get him a camera of his own.. or maybe not. The thought about it is so.. scary. He just might send it to everyone online like that Photo Album virus.

Today i went to the "library" to study. (uh huhhhh..). Ate a lot of sushi. like 3 people ate 35 plates. What?! It's a bloody buffet!
I cannot wait for the stupid exams to be over. Cause i want to see Nes.

Brown eyes, and lungs are filled with smoke.


I'm just in the mood to listen to this song over, and over again. I feel tired, but im not sleepy. I'm actually pretty restless. My eyes look droopy, but they're not tired! this is annoying. and it's only 7.20pm. About.. 5 hours till bed time......

Study, study, study. Sometimes i only have that one word in my head. But then i tend to drift away. I hate it! Especially when i know it's important. GAH!
Other then that, i've been having a pretty good times. I miss many things, people.
I even think i've gotten lamer over these past few days. It's almost.. scary.

why is 6 afraid of 7? Cause 7, 8, 9.
i know, it's not like you have to be super intelligent to understand that one.

today i've sworn to study. at least an hour or something. I will not break a promise! to um.. myself?

countdown starts today: 17 days.

'Cause love took her head like a thief, Took her heart like a robber'

Good morning. it's almost 1 am! The night was pretty okay. I went for tuition really early in the morning, then i headed to town. Caught Wild Hogs. It's a funny movie, if you're thinking about catching it, then you've made the right choice! Then, i headed to Home club. Hung out there till 10. and headed home. Caracal was good.. as alwayzzzzzzzzzzz. alrighty, time to sing songs, and annoy everyone in the house. tata!

I am convinced that i'm dating a mad man. Right now he's on the only person on the bus making weird noises.

i told him "i dont know what to say about you."

he goes "okay, i'll tell you what to say."

and i went "you're telling me what to say about you?"

hhhhi, i cant wait for monday.
it's just like ahiuethnkl3qj4naleituhnl3kjhnoaithjaln3kjhnaeiltkjhakenu5haeiptuhaenrkhaueth

Yesterday was interesting.. I watched teri sing in a competition and she got to the next round! i am so proud.. she's gonna be on national TV guys! haha. and then i got some Caracal, but it was an acoustic set. But they were still good nevertheless.Then i met anthony and shirleyyyyyyyyy. So me, nes, anthony and shirley headed to penin to get drinks and we just drank! It was a good night. Hahaha. i have alot of fun with nes. ok! i'll be off and away now.

"A combination of love and aggression."


I'm late, i'm late, i'm late. I hate to be late. Just like how i hate to be in trouble. But it's funny how i always seem find it...

I think i have waaaaaay to much free time. And i listen to my other friends and they're like "i've got so much homework i can't find time to study for the mid years." But there i am, going "yeahyeah, too much homework.." Nope. i've got no homework at all. So, what do i do during my free time? I laze around the house, read my story book, spend way to much time crying over love movies.

I've tried telling myself what might happen if i don't pass, but this irritating small part of my brain keeps ignoring it. It's like vibrating molecules in a metal object. One part vibrates and passes it on, and the next thing you know it's all vibrating..
That's a little like my brain. One part goes "oh, its alright. you don't need to study" and the message just passes down. And then my whole brain gets the message. 'OK GUYS, TASH IS LAZY TO STUDY TODAY. MAYBE TOMORROW." I know, i am pathetic.

Happy 15th Birthday Ruth! You may be all the way in Australia, But i will not forget anything about you. Patiently waiting for you to get back WITH THE DRESS! see you at the airport sweetheart,

love, tash.

"To me, you're strange and beautiful."


I hate being sick. I also have fever! FEVER. thank whoever who invented handphones, and laptops. At least i have something to do.Poor Nes, he's sick as well. But he doesnt have a heavy head and light body. hahaha.

One day indoors and it's killing me. And tomorrow's another day of nothing-to-do.

i mizz ernesto. oh and ruth.

This is us yesterday! & i've got the bloody flu! I hate it, i really really hate it! The whole day i was walking around with a packet of tissue, and a peice of tissue up my nostrial. yeah, i know.. gross. But flu's tend to do that to you. Make you look unglam and messy the whole day. Nobody would want a kiss from me right now. hahaha

What i also find funny is that i was only suppose to meet nes on Sunday (happy easter!) throughout the whole of last week.
But no, i ended up meeting him on thursday, friday, saturday. He couldnt make it on Sunday. Well 3 days is better than 1.
Now, i'm just gonna blow my nose and play with hair dye. adios! (what language is that?)

Goodevening! i thought of just posting before i go on the yearly visiting of churches stuff.
So i'll just explain the whole of yesterday's post. haha. I was talking to nes on the phone, and we saw shirley write to anthony"I love you planty!" which well, we know she meant planty as plenty. But i started laughing. All i started to see in my head was this huge garden....What?! I dont understand why i'm like that. I visualise words all the time. Which sometimes makes my imagination crazy. It's like a gift i can't control! ok. enough.

I just got back from intense sushi eating. like seriously. haha. I met nes, and we ate at sakae sushi for about an hour and a half, and tried this new sushi out. You should too! its call Ika. (yeah...um if you like eating rubber.). then we went to borders to look at joke books. hahaha.

Hey nes, how do you confuse blokes?
You can't, they're born that way. :P

Um..

How do you know if a bloke's waiting for sex?
If he's awake!

and many more...

Lately, i've been feeling like this :

written by; Tash& Nes. (Mostly by nes) actually all of it. haha

Hello, this is tasha. I am back after becomming green with Nes. Today i went to Basil's party and saw naked guys in the toilet - Faiz, the fat ass. And he threw cheese at me! I'm gonna get him back! Other then that, i didn't do much today except slack and hang out with Nes.

When i was going home, My uncle came to fetch me and Nique and he saw me with A super Handsome (x4), uber hot guy in green and after that he told my parents and now they know i have a super Handsome (x4) uber hot boyfriend. I think that i like girls more than guys sexually.....................NOTTTT! April fools!

I am going to go now and think about my super handsome (x4) uber hot boyfriend. Ok, bye babes. MUACKS!