hi. whats up.
its been 2 terrible days!
we got caught! well, me and nique.
i should have waited bloody 5 days
till the ungrounding period.

now im grounded till march holz
i want to hit myself.hahaha

you'll hear from me soon!
i promiseeeeeeeeee

hey guyzzz!
hahaha im pretty bored now.
just got to JiaHui's house to chill.
only for like 10 mins. my mum's commin
to get me soon and then i'll be on my way
to Riley's birthday partyt

pffffft. little kids.
i swear they're gonna be annoying
"ooo. lets rub mud on tash!" idiots!
its all the way at pasir ris park.
tits! im just gonna call someone while
i'm there to annoy. hahaha
and the lucky one is.....................

"Maybe we're victims of fate, We'd drink and get high till late"

sorry about the irregular entries!
i've been pretty busy.
like earlier today i just got back from camp.
my legs& arms hurt and my stomach aches.
nope, not one of the best camps. i'd say the worst.

sorry if i sound real negetive about everything.
but that's the way it is!
i just thank god that i dont have school tomorrow.
the weekend is near, and soon i wont be grounded
no more! but that means ruth's leaving soon.

there was this one time at the camp i laughed hard.
this girl was blind folded and she was suppose to
rock climb with all the people downstairs giving her
directions on where to go and shit. hahaha
me and my friend kept confusing her like.
"okay, when you reeach the post office, turn left"
"then at the hospital make a right,
and go straight all the way. dont stop know!"
hahaha. we just had too..
i might get my specs tmr.
stupid lenses for the old one came off.
tits!

it's sunday eveningg
and the weekend just ended or is ending.
teri's party. lets see, hahaha
i think it was pretty good. until.......
alexsondra knocked me and my phone fell
and then it couldnt work.
so with the infuence of alcohol i started
screaming at her and bla bla blaa
haha

i remember being sooooooo angry,
i started laughing. jiahui and jackie
didnt know what the bloody hell to do.
first i stared at alex, like i wanted to kill her
and 3 mins later, i just started laughing.
&the birthday girl? lets just say, she was gone.
i know she had a good time. everyone drank,
well except ruth.

there was also this one time i wanted to pour
some bombay gin for teri,
but i ended up pouring it all on my pants.
everyone just laughed at me. i was sooo angry
but then i just laughed along with them too.

when i got home, i slept for 2 hours
and joined the rest at 2am at parkway.
and i missed shay's flight! tits!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

THE WEEKEND IS HERE LADIES&GENTLEMEN.

i've been waiting for it since
34983398453 days. ok, not quite.
but still, it's been a long and tiring week.
this weekend is going to be great. i hope.

teri's got a party tmr, and like on sunday...
i'll sleep in and go for mass in the evening.
looks like i've got everything planned out!
i can do it! just 12 more days till im ungrounded.
pretty long more, but i dont have a choice.
except the window? gah!

If only you were here
Things would be more magical.
If I were there
Right now would be more radical.

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
kbye

yo! and how was everyone's wednessday?
hang in there! two more days to go,
and its the weekened!

DEDICATED TO BEN, AND BEN ONLY:
One of my other friends said my
eyes were nice. so, it IS TRUE.
look, just deal with it ok?

comming back to where i left off,
today i went to bedok macs to use the toilet.
but i ran into my friends there.
so we just hung out and chilled
i left about 5.30? and so did everyone else.
however we're all thinking of going to
the match now. S'pore against Indo.
i want too but im just too lazy.

for now, you guyz chill! see ya

The Arena is a fierce tv show
i mean, the contestants look like
they want to hit eachother. hahaha
who cares

happy birthday jackie! hahaha
should i take physics tuition?
yes no yes no yes? no?
i'm still deciding. cause seriously,
if not i'll be busy the whole bloody week!
difficult decision.

this sat's teri's party. its gonna be pretty
chill cause everyone's gonna be drinking
and shit. im finally getting my
bombay gin! hahaha.
its only the 2nd day of the week
and i feel like its been 5 dayzzz
im just lazy. lazzzzzy.

"cause i'll regret everything that i've said"

even before the drinks..


so check the pictures out,
they are pretty funny.
some of us were pretty outta hand,
but we definately all had fun.

after me nique & jackie
got in the cab, we didnt have conversations.
i guess we were too stoned, tired, and happy.
nique pratically smiled the whole journey home,
i just sat still, looking straight.
jackie just fell alseep. hahaha

it kinda reminded me of the holidays..
cant wait to be ungrounded. yaaaahooooo

these are all the pictures from saturday!
there are more, but give us a little more time


hi! 2.17am. where should i start?
The weekend's been pretty good.
I started Saturday looking at houses.
& in the evening we went to betris's party.
drank, had fun. i made new friends!
Basil and um.. joseph! YES! joseph!

and this is sunday morning now,
pretty soon im gonna meet
anthony, jackie and whoever that's coming
along to eat at simpang. hungry, hungry!
We didnt really eat much at the party.
i left at like 1015? stupid cerfew.
aaaah i hate cerfews. but today was
one of the only days we drank really early.
doesn't matter, we had fun!
or at least, i had fun.

Feelings you never knew,
Pulling you under now.
You're fighting the undertow
Before it sucks you down.

"Still living,sinking,falling,drifting.."

sorry that you'll never love again,
im sorry for being sorry all the time.

good evening.
the second week of school is all studying.
i dont really have time to hang out.
oh, yesterday though, i met all of them.
thank goddd it was ages since all of that.

ohoh, this saturday is full of action!
1) hang out the afternoon with my bestfriends,
2) crash a partyyyyy ;)
3) wonga's openhouse!

till then i'll have to go through tomorrow.
peace!

Your carefully crafted words
Ring with the sweet promise of truth
& half my hopes beyond my reach
With all, love fell for you

Good evening ladies and gentlemen!
It's a great evening to hang out and chill,
Especially if its raining in your area.

I got up today with a thought hitting my head
as hard as a brick. and throughout the
whole day, i had this terrible headache.
I wanted to sleep, study and stay awake
all at once. hahaha.

I went to parkway in the afternoon
for some groceries and Shay
wanted to get a jumper too.
So we went to Topman, and he got it.
It was all boring till i attemped to sing
a Ronan Keating song and sang the
wrong lyrics. hahaha
so i guess we had a good laugh there.
you know sometimes when you're so
sure of something, you think you're right,
just so confident. but.. you actually aren't?
yup. that was a good example.

take care everyone!

I'm feeling really queasy right now.
i can feel my redbull and other stuff
swirling around in my tummy,
making me feel sick.

the night is still young,
and of course im still nocturnal.
i hate how i go to bed everynight
lying down for about an hour and ahalf
before i fall deep into sleep.

i want the holidays to come.
i need the holidays to come.
i want to get out of singapore.

Good Afternoon Ladies & Gentlemen!
(i like to think people actually read my blog)
so anyway, the whole of my sunday is filled with nothingness.

I got up at 3pm, and was too late for mass.
or actually, i could still catch the 6 one.
i'll think about it.

being grounded really sucks.
there's nothing much you can do..
except sit and stone, think, read.
i mean, it really puts you to the test.
like how long you can actually sit still,
or read, or come up for a new record on
how long you can be on the computer.
(if your laptop can last)

i hope that every good thing that happened
over the weekend will help me survive
this whole terrible 5 days at school.
take care ya'll!

i've been seeking glances
& writing lines about you.

11pm yesterday night,
i heard people knocking on my home door.
so i open the door, shay, zaki and corey was there.
i let them in and they planned to leave at 2 or 3.
hahaha. instead, we all stayed up the whole way.
laughing and talking for whole 7 hours in my kitchen.

today though,
for lunch, i had sushi which was good of course,
and headed home for a while.
slept at 3 got up at 6.30 and called ben.
they were in town so i went to meet them.
hung out for abit then came home.
but in a while, im gonna meet them
and we're gonna drive around. hahahaha

xoxo!

its at like 9.05pm.
fridays have never been so.. lonely.
hahaha. normally i'd be out now.
i'm meeting them later though.
for nowwww i have this 'urge'
yes, urge! to watch Lord Of The Rings.

i want time to go by real fasttt
i "need" the March holidays to come.
im grounded this whole of jan.
im not letting anything stop me though.
like later, im going out. hahaha.
just now shay asked me to follow him to tm
aaaarrrrr so very tempting, but i couldn't!

so now i'll probably chill around my house,
watch abit of Lord Of The Rings.
and wait till 12 or something.

<3, ttttashtit
i hate that <3 sign. disgusting!

good evening! how has 2007 been treating you?
mine's been pretty okay.
resolutions suck! i haven't ate veggies much.
studies are good (considering its only day 2 in school)
falling inlove (shhhhh)
BEN YOU ARE READING THIS.
BUT PLEASE KINDLY PISS OFF.
hahahaha.

today i kinda just met everyone after school
and hung out in town. i thought my day was okay,
till i saw my time table and was like..
"3 periods of math, and accounts?!?!?!?!"
geeeeeeeeezuz
i'm just gonna die soon, seriously.
you guys have a great 2007 yes?
seeeeya

happy new year! yeahy eah, its a brand new start.
bla bla blaaaaaaaaaa
new years eve was real fun!
we went to vivo, and this time i bought my own vodka.
felt very.. independant.
my own, speaking of which, i have half left.
so we met everyone and went to vivo.
and drank awaaaaay,
hung out there and shit

Nes: okayy they're counting down.
Tash: 8, 7, 6, 5, (and then suddenly i forget what no. we're at)
oh shit! what number are we at?
Nes: happy new year!
Tash: -_- okok. happy new year!

then i went home for a while,
and a few of them were at anthony's place,
and had a fun night.
everyone was trying to watch BORAT,
but me and anthony was just singing very loudly.
we were all quite gone. hahahaha.
i caught the first sunrise though!

ok guys, make the best of 2007!
ya'll will hear from me soonnn
peace yaaaw! \ V /
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