I just got back from Nes's place. Ruth, myself and David stayed over.
Before that was Jayuire's party and we all drank. I am a terrible friend and i suck at keeping promises.
But i try, i try.. they should have a guide book on how to be a really good friend.

I got home, so stoned, and slept at 5pm all the way to 8.30
Nuh-uh, not good enough. I will crash soon again and skip school tomorrow
Say goodbye to ruth..and i'll see my baby again next year, i hope.

dont wait, act now
this amazing offer won't last long
it's the only chance to save the path we're on
i know there are more exciting things to talk about
and in time we'll sort it out.

Hello! I will just quickly explain what happened over my weekend
1) alcohol on saturday night
2) overslept on sunday
3) missed wedding on sunday

It's tuesday and i why do i feel like days are taking agessss to pass? But. on a lighter note, my mother will be gone over the next weekend, (again) so i will then abuse my curfew and one million other things. haha
Sarah's birthday was good, i had funn and i made new friends and i was entertained by "YO MOMMA" jokes
so i was always confused..is it "your momma?" or "yo momma"?


Now i will take a shower the express way, get out in 5 minutes, blow my hair if i feel like it
and buy some stupid accounts text books. goodbye all! have a pleasent week!

Some people say money can't buy happiness, I think other wise
My horoscope also said that i can't take restrictions. True.
And that i only think outside the box, and that i always look at the bigger picture of life. True

Money can buy happiness. Think about those times you bought your favourite shirt from Topshop or something.
Of course you were happy! Now, that is money buying happiness right there
It's almost 12 and i have decided to skip school tomorrow and only attend Drama classes
I need to stop being lazzzzy and start looking at the BIGGER picture of life
To me, this is the biggest it gets

I just realised how bloody plain my blog is. I never really took the time to uh... decorate it
But ruth said "only stupid people don't know how to do it" cause it's that simple
Sadly, i still haven't figured how to do it. I'm just too lazy to learn
See, i learn too many things at school already. My brains going to burst
Just like my heart..and my nose..and my fingers..and...

I realised my weekend's are gonna be pretty busy soon.
I gotta practice my CLEO lines for the school play..
(yes, i play a pretty smart babe that thinks she's smart but actually she's so fucking dumb)
ya uh, that was the role i got. But i play funny too, So i hope that comes out good

Amy Winehouse has sucha sexy voice it's making me mad
CURSES!

i haven't heard this song in agesss, but i love the chorus
anyway, i had a pretty good weekend
operation hide-your-boy-friend-in-the-house was damn funny
then there was Matt's birthday night (which wasnt even his real birthday date)
so we drank after a longggg time

and sunday is always boring save me
thank the heaven's school's ending at 12.45 tomorrow

what if words could hurt?

Good evening, i'm falling asleep in front of the computer, the alcohol's making me sleepyyy
Happy Birthday Matt, told you you'd get piss drunk

Walking on the way home was funny
i was singing songs out loud. real loud.
and i sprained my ankle while walking along the pavement
and i ran across the road like some lunatic
not funnyy, not funny hahaha

which reminds me, now i shall go sleeep!
tomorrow is a sad, sad day of wardening

Durian pancakes are so good, how could one not apprechiate durians?
I think me and ruth are so paranoid
Mainly her. We went back to her place and thought it had been "invaded"
so with our imaginations wild, we thought people were hiding within the house
We grabbed our 'tools' and walked around fiercely
only to realise, the whole time we had been fooling ourselves
i love ruth!
i will now drink orange juice, and eat apples! to get rid of this flu
till more adventures....

and this 'real'
it's impossible if possible
at who's blind word
so clear but so unheard

it's only the 1st day of the week and i feel drained
how could they make me stay in school for 11 and a half hours!
how caaaaan tell me now

On thursday, i fell in school along the steps and lana couldn't stop laughing. haha-very funny..
revenge struck her just 10 minutes later when she was at the bustop along the steps, and she fell
I had a really really really really really good laugh

I've been so restless lately. maybe i need a more exciting life
but this is the most exciting it'll ever get, i think
today i was telling nes how i would like to roll back from town to my house
or walk home from school in the scorching sun
dont ask me, i don't even understand myself!

but i love love love my boyfriend and everyone else in between
they = me
they make me

sticks and stones may break my bones, but words and hurt like hell- Lulluby

The weather is terrible it's so fucking hot, like it's a tanning day everyday :o
Plus, school is pissing me off i hate school you know that
I feel like building a glass wall over singapore and air conditioning the whole place
Ahhhh... what a nice, cooling singapore it would be
BUT NO, FUCK GLOBAL WARMING. but in the end,
it all boils down to us, and how much we want to save our fucking universe
think wise people! you live in this god forsaken place, take care of it!

And don't throw plastic in the sea, please..
sea animals are dying from it
like they're mistaking plastic for food, i mean yaya..they're bird brains
but it's not our fault their so stupid
we need to keep em alivee
you know what i mean?!!?!?!?



(i know what you're thinking, "fergie"?!!? no, i dont care what you think)

(uh, don't mind the tummies) haha


I am missing something
it's a big big big gap
i'm still trying to figure what it is

but i think, it's too much to do with me

going out with nelle and ruth made me realise that
you can never shut anythin out for too long.
if you don't find it, it'll find you

I think i know what's my problem in the school area of my life.
I dont have motivation! i need motivation. QUICK.
If not i'll never succeed in life and i fear i will become a sad woman
with messy, dry and bleached hair. oh god, sounds so scarey
i better start doing something about my life.....before it's too late
but people always say "it's never too late"
you see, i like to talk myself out of things, and that makes me such a failure

and the weekend just flew by! 3 days, gone!
i didn't even abuse the weekend. how could this be! i need nov to come
come quick!

Love is how it's lost, not how it's found

what's the date today? i love moving around like this
without knowing the date, days move faster
the faster you want it to move the slower it takes
it's complicating but i like it

i am displaced