Monday, March 31, 2008


you will only just remember how it feels..

Sunday, March 30, 2008

SPEEDING CARS


"I've watched you slowly winding down for years
You can't keep on like this, now's a better time as any"

"am i cheating on my boyfriend?"
"nope, not yet you are.."

"it's ok by me, it was a long time ago"

"..and i will always love you the way you are"

I'm gaining weight..slowly but surely..ew, fatso
diet diet diet diet diet diet dont dont dont dont dont dont

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

HHHHHI. i really wanted to post something funny today...but i forgot.
So i lost my wallet yesterday and some kind male, a little over teenage soul came to my house to return it.
I felt like death when i lost it, IC, POSB, EZLINK, and the works!

Tell me you love me, i'll say 'i know' with a smile ;)
hahahaha, omgomgomgomg, i'm so putting my past behind me. I cannot remember who i was like...2 or 3 years ago. ok, got it?
have a gooood week ahead!

"Previously on the OC...."

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

One day I slowly floated away..
Fragile as we lie, be with me forever
Your eyes are beating rhythms
Soft& soap scented

Monday, March 17, 2008


I'd gladly give it to somebody else because i only wanna be with you.

Came online just to look through dictionary.com...but i guess this is where I left myself.
OK. done, i was looking for another word for Happy, and came across Lively. That's good. I like lively. Lively it is!

Today i was fooled (once again) by the clock in my classroom. You see, it is spoilt, and it is now always stuck at 8.07
Well, me being me...I came late for class and checked the time 8.07 mm, not bad considering i was late for school. Just 40 minutes late. Grab accounts text, listen..chew bubble gum..check time 8.07 ok not too bad....5 minutes later check time again, 8.07 FINALLY figure out that the clock is obviously not working, i turn to look at my friends watch, 8.20. Crazy.

OK, Happy Birthday to Keith. We all went to his girlfriend's place to eat and be merry! had a fun time. Seriously need to be getting back to my english homework.......Lively was it?

Sunday, March 16, 2008


how do you think the party on friday was? AND how do you think my holiday went?



From tomorrow, I could do another year, and another and another and another with you. I love you.
and i've got my heart set on nothing else!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Now the clouds become electric, here I am. There you are.

Ok, now that it's drizzling lightly, I better take this opportunity to get ready and leave the house. And not forgetting my sweater.. I always forget the most important things.

like gravity, hipocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D
but thinking so much differently...
pardon me, don't ever be the same.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

While everyone was at zouk last night, I slept for twelve hours all through the night. I am whimsical, and afraid of this..but still alive. Tomorrow and friday will definately be something to look forward too..must. change. lifestyle.
Also, my phone is broken. I've decided to stick on my old phone because i just keep damaging my phones..i am the clumsiest ever.


tear-jerker

Sunday, March 09, 2008

ok, will quickly tell you how the weekend went dowwwwn, friday night was really good. Saosin and Incubus were fantastic
Saturday morning, me and nes got up to his really fat dog inbetween us then bummed through the whole afternoon. And today, hung out with Nes's friends. But in the end it was only down to the 4 of us. Nes, me, stef, and sarah
And tomorrow i'll be hanging with my one and only friend from china and tuesday me and nes'll be hanging with nique and lenon in the afternoon and nes's friends at night. hahaha as you can see i'll be pretty busssy but that's good. abusing the holidaysssss have a good weekend

co un ti ng u p t he ye ar s,
st e ady ha nd s ju st ta ke t he wh e el
ti me t o ma ke th e la st ap p e al
fo r t he li fe i le ad

Thursday, March 06, 2008

to ni gh t we dri nk to you th
a nd hol di ng fas t t he tru th

myself: don't forget mum, i'm staying jackie's place tomorrow
mum: no, since when?
myself: are you kidding me!
mum: yes. can't you take a joke.
(with her face all striaght..what is a joke?)

On Sunday i'm pulling the 'mum did you know i've got a tattoo?' joke. & can't contain my exciteness! Incubs and Saosin. And a break. A short break, but still a break. If there's one thing i've learned, it's got to be appreciative. My blog is too boring, it needs a new fix..just like me. Today i realised what a 2nd best i am. In everything..stop being 2nd best, and start being 1st. ok with my motto in my left hand, and an apple in my right, im ready to take on the world. ...But before i go, i actually like to be 2nd best. 1st best is too attention seeking i feel, too much media, too much love from everyone. I have to had it up to here with love. I get enough from my muscle making boyfriend. "without love i won't survive......" which is true you know? like how you read a 'how to go on a diet book' and think that it's all crap, but actually deep down inside you, you know that it really works and secretly you actually want to give it a try? It's the fear of knowing what you'll be in the future. But it's a deeper fear of knowing what you are now. Okay, so don't let me keep rambling! Off i go, enjoy your weekend!

Tuesday, March 04, 2008


i think the world is against me, how could i have so many cruel things happening to me is a short period of time?
first the really long bus waits, the ahlians coming so close to me on the bloody phone, the spraining of the ankle, the tests...
the complicated biology classes, the moving of the desks, the rainy days, the arguing in my house. all in 2 days..
overload. again.

b ut i wou ldnt ch ange a thing n ow that yo u 're her e

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Last night was one of those toilet hugging nights, rolling in late, drunk and pretty much sick
remind me never to do that again.......over the next week

i saw a lady in the train yesterday(reeking of purfume). middle aged, in working out attire (all pink mind you). she was streching in the train, (with nike shoes that you should be sued if seen wearing) as if to let us know that she was gonna exercise..please remind me never to be like that too

on a most terrible note, i've got a long educational week ahead. but also on a lighter note, incubus and saosin will be down! also the March holidays are comming, use&abuse.

love

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