"No change in feelings,frozen"

December 22. 9 more days until this year ends. And honestly, I can't wait. 2009 has been a crazy ass ride with wonderful ups and terrible downs. If anything, I would like to take away only the good memories. The one's that included me having a functional 4 piece family, the parts of the year when I thought "This is it. This is the happiest I will ever be." I've learnt that you can fall in love with the same person more than once. That people change people. People change because of love, drugs, music.
That death REALLY means the end...that your family will never be the same again without this one person. I don't know what I truely feel about this year coming to an end. Not sadness or happiness. Maybe just relief. Because all the terrible things that happened can be put away forever. And the new year means new beginnings. That despite everything, you know you can always start again.


GAHHHH i hate being emo.hahaha ok so Merry Christmas to everyone in advance!

lovelove

get me out of here
get me out of here
get me out of here
would you get me out of here?

Somewhere between the penance & the patience
You drift with every word they say
Somewhere between the penance & the patience
I think we've lost our way

aaaaah, my birthday wish my birthday wish my birthday wish

I have edited this post 3 times since I first wrote it. All about the same thing. This will be the last time I am going to edit.
I had a great morning, so great I don't want to sleep! You trust me. So I need to trust you on this one. I hope this doesn't end with disappointment screaming a big "FUCK YOU" in my face. Slowly but surely, I will let go. So come what may! Brave heart GEDEGAH!

My Birthday is coming and I only have one 1 wish. I know the chances of this one are slim..but I hope someday someone, anyone will prove me wrong. Until then, I am holding on.

Wonderbored says: theres my self esteem like a bag of innocent potatoes and there you are
Wonderbored says: busting it up like a pinata


if i laugh anymore, i just might get a heart attack and die.hahaha