i think this is a really sweet song



Just give me moments. Not hours or days......
1 month just flew by. Now everything's gonna be back to normal.
Thinking about going back to school is making my heart feel heavy, and my stomach sick.
Soon, i'll be seeing everyone with the same old morning faces.
I've not even done my homework. I forgot what we were suppose to do.
I know there was a project right, i just dont know what it's about.
Going to school is like experiencing death
And i thank caracal for a good night yesterday

i'm just glad i had too much to drink yesterday


open heart surgery

Yep, i'm spending my holidays real well. considering it's the last week and all. i went to Jet for free yo! muahahahahaha. so there was about 30 of us. huge group, and we all got in free. most of the guys jumped in from the back (which was a funny story, i heard) and the girls got sneaked in by the bouncers. it was like some movie thing. so i guess you'd agree. I'm having a pretty good holiday ;)

but in all, for yesterday, i say thanks to wicked! you're the best skinny chinese boy

I'm going to take the final week of the holidays seriously. Enjoy it real well and have the most fun i possibly can. 3 weeks has flown by like that. Just that. No no no, i will make proper use of my time.

Today i traspassed. Swam in some pool. It was actually a show pool, but still fun. Me, Nes, Anthony &Shirley decided that we'd swim at night at some place. So we went. The water was fucking cold. But it was good fun! Double dates are fun......

And this is what i call "make proper use of my time" hahaha
and drink, don't forget drink. ever.

I'm back! Back to his bad weather, and sunny island. So bloody hot! Okay, so today wasn't that bad. Father's day is tomorrow so we went to get cards. Mine was pretty funny. And after that we were supposed to drink. But we got too carried away with fluffy and to much talk, so we skipped drinking. It's on tuesday instead. when we go for the Jet concert and dance to the music. Speaking of which, some lyrics i gotta remember.

And Australia wasn't that bad. The guys were cute, the weather was nice. It's just that the aussie lifestyle is too different from singapore. 8pm, and it's like ghost town in their town area. It's nuts. 8pm here and i'm about to drink. Can't do it, i just can't do it.

Nes:maybe i could read it and figure it out. i mean bio's just like plants right?

Tash: I dont know. i forgot.

Me and my head high, And my tears dry


When i listen to this song it just makes me want to light a cig, and drink cheap red wine.

It's raining heavily here in Sydney. And the temperature's way below 10 degrees. It's nuts! Somehow i just can't wait to get back to Singapore, as much as i hate that place. I secretly love it. I love the people, the food, and my bed, my pillows. I'm sick of living under other people's roofs. Their house means their rules. I can't take rules. I HATE RULES!

I actually can't wait for ruth to get down. Every mid night i'll head to her house to chill and catch up on things. Having no parents around, and in your house could never be better with your best friend back in town! ya know what im saying? Party days are in! (even if school has started)

The TV taught me how to sulk and love nothing.

I'm in sydney, and very colddddd.
I'm missing the singapore night life. By 9pm here it's already pretty dead.
whereas singapore's like still rocking at night. My mum and Gavin keeps thinking i'm Lovesick. . But not that i'd deny it, i miss nes. i miss my house too. its like i cant dig the fridge. I'd have to dig Aunt Anne's fridge. The new Bloc Party cd's great. Uniform's one of the better songs in the cd. But the lyrics in the song is real good, and true.

oh so we're on this long drive to the great ocean road and my mum goes
"Ok, we will now pray that we will have a safe journey to and back from The Great Ocean Road"

Long pause.....................

"mum, we prayed yet?"

"no"

Anberlin and Copeland were great. I've got Nathan's signature on my ticket.
Last night was a really good start to my holidays! Yes, i am going to aussieland in a few hours.
Keep telling myself it'll be fun. I am excited. Will not be miserable...

At least i'm getting out of Singapore for a while. Goodbye fucking hot weather for 11 days!
Don't miss me too muchhhhh

ps; always drink before a concert. you'd enjoy it more.

"Use that evidence, Race it around."

Hey, it's almost 4 and i'm dealing with the "i cannot sleep" disease.

Always happens during the holidays.

So we all result to staying awake will 5 am, crawling and bawling

out of your house to meet for breakfast at 5am

at kembangan with sleepy faces, ready to begin the day (for some.)

So in about an hour i will jump into "ready to start the day" clothes

and meet the rest, have breakfast,

head to church all alone...and dying..

then head for a stupid menicure,

get drunk as a skunk

(IT RHYMES!) i suck at rhyming stuffs

And finally what we've all been waiting for, Anberlin & Copeland!

Or for nes, "Anberland & Copelin" hahahaha

I'm so restless, my head feels so empty and light.

And all i'm thinking about are salty peanuts and how they might taste in my mouth.

mmmmmmmmm.. salty peanut goodness...

NOOOOOOOOOOT.