"So here you are in pieces
trying to prove to us it's real
The softness of your smile
and the lies you want to feel
And the scales beneath your skin
are showing off today
There's evil in your heart
and it wants out
There's evil in your heart
and it wants out to play
There's evil in your heart"-Paramore.

I could listen to this song over and over and over....In a week, Paramore will be here. And hopefully, (fingers crossed) they will play this song next week.

would most likely (80% sure), cry when placebo plays this song live.
"a heart that hurts is a heart that works"


Hi!!! feeling happy tonight, 3.06am. I think it's the thought of my holiday. In 12 sleeps I will be on the plane to Perth. Where I will stay 2 nights in, then I will be flying off to Sydney to meet Ruth!! c: for about 3 days maybe. Then fly back to Perth for another 3 days to celebrate my brother's first birthday. Then take an amazing roadtrip for 3 days, stay in Perth for another day and come back to this sunny island just in time for Placebo. March will be my favourite month of 2010. "Adventure Kia.".

"Dear God, I need strength, patience and self control. But it's okay. I don't need love, don't give me love. I've got too much of it. I want to give it away."

I will be nobody's number 2.

I'm sorryyyyy I couldn't find a proper video. But the lyrics is the best part of the song anyway. Was recently introduced to this song..fell inlove with it straight away.

I'm starting to believe the ocean's much like you
'Cause it gives and it takes away.

I guess you never really know if you're doing anything wrong. And the only way to find out is to do it.

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I need to concentrate on school right now. My current educational situation is fucked up. All I need to do is sort my shit out. Can I just have one thought without being interrupted by another?

I need some meaning I can memorize.
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind.

But you, but you...

You write such pretty words,
But life's no storybook.
Love's an excuse to get hurt.
And to hurt.
Do you like to hurt?

Kaya Scodelario is the 2nd most Beautiful person next to Jessica Szohr.

5.15pm, Goodmorning. It's Tuesday..I hate Tuesdays and Sundays. Today i will sieze the day! Ruth is all about "SIEZING THE DAY" now. I've always wanted to go somewhere if it rained earlier in the day, which is great. Cause I've created a To-Do List. Keeps me busy. Also, my bestfriend will be leaving in a week..and returns only 6 weeks after. I will miss her during the miserable 6 weeks. I secretly know while she is gone, she will be worried for me...haha.

It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing.