I feel pretty stupid, thinking about it.
I mean, i had like a few days left till i
wasn't grounded anymore in jan.
& i had too. I just had too! i feel real stupid.

But im too lazy to regret. I mean, is that
even possible? hahaha.
I guess i probably wasn't thinking right.
Or well, that's what i'm gonna say today.
But tomorrow, i'll be telling you to
"DO FIRST, THINK LATER" hahaha.

I like to tell myself that this is growing years.
Keeps me from feeling guilty i guess.
But guilty about what? pffffffft. It's ok, i change
my mind. I don't feel guilty.

Alright, i've gotta 'sleep' now.
take carexxxo

"lts something so good, but it can't function no more"

I don't go to school on monday,
and the next thing i know, im totally lost in class.
I get like 3 tests in one day. and beat this,
i even have one tomorrow.

I can do this! It's a just a few days left!
I've been pretty good. Real good.
There's been no jumping out of window's
or anything. haha. so, that's fine.

Ben's having a open house. AGAIN.
8-12 or 13. im not sure. haha.
the last time was.. well we fliped the whole house.
now, im gonna study for the stupid accounts test tmr.

later!

"Salt tasting tears"


Today is a very boring afternoon.
No where to go, and no one to entertain me.
Lana asked me to join her today at DXO.
I didn't really answer that question.
I just pretty much stared at her cause she
seemed to have forgotten something.

I hope people head to my house today.
Anyone. Teri, or any of my other friends.
Everyone's in the 'not sure' mode though.
It's ok. i'll just enjoy the pleasure of my company.
Now im just gonna drown myself in television,
and diet coke.

Goodbye!

"Fall into you, that's all i ever do."




Hola! yeah, okay so i went back to school
after chinese new year and i was like time
to let everyone know how much i had!
so i'm like "guys, i got $200!"
(look, i know it isn't much, but hey im not chinese,
it's a big deal to me. i mean 200! 200!)
then my good friend (fully chinese) goes like
"hello! you got 200? not bad.."
"yep! so how much did you get?"
"oh.. it's nothing much. quite little."
"its okay, just tell me."
"oh alright... i got $1000"

yeah so it did put me in my place.
whatever, i mean chinese new year
is chinese new year. im pretty happy with 200.

alright, i'll be off, off and away now!
(why do i suddenly crave for sushi now? argh!)

this is my cousin. we took this yesterday.
he has this real half dead face.
just feel free to laugh at him.
i just got back from tracking at macrichie.
a series of events happened.
firstly, we wore slippers to track cause
my cousin forgot to tell me that her
backyard was a macrichie reservoir!
and then we got lost. but, we managed to
find our way back! what an adventure.

for now, im trying to live one day at a time
till march where i wont be grounded anymore.

Firstly i would like to appolagize for not
posting for the last few many days.


Been just a few mishapes.
however, things are still very much the same.
still miss ruth,
still grounded,
and a list of other things that might bore you
if i put up a really long list. hahaha.

just mins ago i was sipping my coke
and some left over smirnoff from my cupboard.
no, dont worry, i'm fine, im fine.
just 20 more days and i would have served my
sentence in this prison at home. hahaaha.
i think its the alcohol. so i'm just gonna end here.
but if you were wondering, i had a pretty good night.
actually it was real good. hahaha
you guys, gong xi fa cai!
or however you spell it. peace!

good afternoon! it's a saturday afternoon
and im home doing nothing.
ok, not nothing. soon im going to do my math
homework. and everyone can't make it to my place
today. titsss!

i've got 22 more days left. nono i mean, 25.
i can hang in there! valentines day im gonna stay
Jia Hui's place. dont ask. it's actually because
of school. really long story. and im too lazy to explain.
hahaha.

for now, im still trying to live in this prison.
take care ya'll!

ps: im quite curious to know how much bren got for
his o'levels.

countdown: 28 more days!

dont fret everyone!
or, well, me.

goodmorning! hahaha.
only cause its 7am in the morning.
its only the 6 of Feb,
which means i've got a good 29 more
days to go. haha.

it's been pretty boring at home (obviously)
nothing much i can do.
i think im becomming mad. seriously.
and now im happy to go to school.
i mean, who's happy to go to school?!
thats cause its the only place i get to go.
:(((

ok, my life doesnt sound that sad.
i've got friends who come to my house
once in a while. so its not that bad right?
right.............
see, i told you. i am becomming mad.