So our king of pop is dead, we just lost one of the best performers in the world..even though he was acused of being a pedo and all that jazz, this man broke bariers. Racial bariers. During his time he was one of the best musicians, and that is what we will always remember most about him. So he could've been a pedo, we'll never know..but one thing's for sure. His music was honest.
RIP M.J

my boyfriend got a job, which is awwwwesome

but that means it leave me lonely from 6pm-4am every other day. Also i have 5 more days until my holiday ends...unless the quarantine thing starts in my school. haha

I have the worst throat everrr my family insists it is the lack of sleep...but i secretly know it's been the smoking.

while my best friend has been away in korea and left me here to fend for myself, a lot of shit has been happening in her life so i am here ready and waiting for her to come back and be her shoulder to lean on! ok im off to take a bath at 125 in the morningggg

adioz

sh-sh-shouldn't need anyone, but i need you.

today i had a good time with my boyfriend

We walked all the way to Henderson wave...tiring, but believe me its so beautiful!

My holidays now and im trying to have the mostest fun! haha

Well i still can't stop shopping online,

i just bought the most classic cream and white dress ever

haha shittttttt $$$ is a bitch

SOSOSO ANBERLIN is fkin comming down again for baybeats!!!!!!!!!

sorry ruth i won't speak of baybeats.

but no i am excited! i love anberlin!

the 'feel good' drag, paperthin hyme, adelaid!

me and jackie are so gonna memorise the lyrics so we can sing along

(as usual.......)

ok what am i doing up at 3am? my mum wants to wake me up at 9am

for the family outing and lunch and bla bla

you know the drill.....so i cant wait for my best friend to get back

from fucking korea...north korea is starting to push my buttons

btw on this whole nuclear testing shit.

ok so i will see you soon! V

lovelove

I know christmas happens to be 6 months away...but i'm just looking at Mikey's christmas album from last year. Every year I admire mikey's family during christmas. They're all about giving...they buy real christmas trees that reach the ceiling and everytime i walk into their house it's that pine smell, christmas carols playing on the radio they've got like tons and tons (and trust me i am not kidding) of presents around their tree and their house is always filled with people. ++++The food is like A M A Z I N G. Call me the grinch or whatever but every year my christmas is ruined by like little things but i look forward to it EVERY damn year but i am always let down. haha I got everyone i love around me but it ALWAYS falls short of something. Every damn year i try to make it right but still it doesn't turn out the way i want it to. haha

yes..i am the grinch

LOVE, SAVE THE EMPTY.

last night,Andrea's birthday at st jamez

right now i've got twisty funny feelings in me...why is Saggitarius known for "one night stands" and "living in the moment" and "freedom fighters". Im going to watch skins to distract me. No. maybe sleep. But my stomach is twisting....this life changing experience..its 2.24 in the morning. I hope i feel sleepy soon..

"this is so strange"
"because i feel that i am very altered"
"but at the same exact time,"
"i am closer to the real me, the real me who decides who i am, the entire me"

"....before i lose you love."