i found this

He took my heart. I think he took my soul.

"if you were a box, i'd take out sadness"
"can i add things into the box?"
"yeah sure"
"if you were a box, i'd put in strength"

This is what i'm here for. (& right now as you're reading this. I am thinking of you.)

who is the most beautiful person you know?

"I know the right thing to do..but i just can't do it"

"Do whatever you need to do, whatever your heart can take. Don't listen to your head."

"I just want everything to work out so so badly."

"Everything will my darling, remember..life is like waves it always comes crashing down. Don't give up, like i said, god only gives this to us cause he knows you can handle it. Just be rational. Everything will work out, even if it's not the way you want it to. Just accept it."

Love and some verses you hear
say what you can't say
love to say this to your face, "I'll love you only"
from your changing contentments,
what will you choose for to share?
someday drawing you different,
may I be weaved in your hair?

sometimes you watch something fall apart

you ache, heartbreak

but there is nothing you can do

So you sit, and you wait

for the biggest fall

me and kyla are high together, at different places. On the phone...her voice sounds godlike. hahaha taking shots was a terrible idea. i only had 1 meal today. oh, o levelz in 4 days. have imentioned? i am in love my mouth tastes funny time to pass out

I just can't look its killing me

And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay

Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I love so much, it consumes me

They say.....keep your friends close,but keep your enemies closer. How in the world do people do that?haha.

You're rummaging through the cabinet, bottle after bottle, label after label, everything's falling..
But you're only looking for a phrase. When you find it you feel like you've hit the motherload.
"May cause drowsiness"

I am a misfit. Somedays like yesterday,

I was completely off balance.

my pedicure is already ruined and this 32 degree heat is driving me insane
sarcasm here sarcasm there sarcasm everywhere

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40 more sleeps to freedom,
59 more sleeps until i see Ruth again
84 more sleeps to christmas
90 more sleeps to new years eve