3 am today.

"...how do you get people like this out of your life?"

"these people won't get out of your life.they haunt you all the fucking time. it'll never go away no matter how hard you try. you gotta deal with it"

best fucking advice since foreverrrrr

I've pretty much been wasting my life away over the past two weeks. And it feels great! Christmas is coming tho it feels nothing like it. And i've been so broke. Like i need a job, but i'm waiting for ruth to get down then we'll look together. Then there's yoga and a bunch of other stuff. So many people looking forward to meet you :P OH something terrible is wrong with my toe! It's mega retarded. I can't move the top half... :( I had a frightening experience last night too, one I hope will NOT be used against me if not i'll just die. And i've been watching so much Gossip Girls...yes, i have been sucked in too.

545 in the morning..i just got off the phone with kyla. i love how she always picks up the at the first call. caught up with twiggy just now too, i laughed so hard and teared.haha enjoying my holidays pretty well. gahhh im hungry. fml. and 1 more week till i see ruth. miss herrr can't stand being away from her.

I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique

There's something wrong with me chemically
Something wrong with me inherently
The wrong mix in the wrong genes
I reached the wrong ends by the wrong means
It was the wrong plan
In the wrong hands
The wrong theory for the wrong man
The wrong eyes on the wrong prize
The wrong questions with the wrong replies

Happy Birthday Nes!
I love you.
i hope you enjoyed you little ambush. c:

It's Wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck secondary school. I'm done. RELIEF.

"You look like I did. You resist me just like this."-Careful.
I am so inlove with this song...it's been on repeat for the last...12 hours.haha
1 week for you and you're done too, and ruth will be down in like...2 weeks? :)
End of the year is coming. So determined for it to end well, cause it's been one hell of a ride.
OKOK CELEBRATING AFTER 3pm!

V

You can't be too careful anymore
When all that is waiting for you
Won't come any closer
You've got to reach out a little more

you traitor you hypocrite everything nasty is you

for ruth, i know you miss me! I mizz you too. Stay happy

'Cause the chances are one in a million
That I'll ever find a love like this again
So you have to hold on to me baby
I will never find another one like you
But I hope that I can keep the demons away and the fire alive
I hope that they think that its hard to put out
And I hope that you know that I love you the most and it's always been you
But in a world like this is, it's so hard to be true