What a shame we all became..such fragile broken things.

I'm sick. (How many times have i said that this year?) So i've got the flu...but on a lighter note, my holiday starts in a few days! Though mine kinda pretty much started cause since the exams ended i've only been to school like what...2 hours? And that also means that I will be moving into the new house in about 25 days. I resent that house too much...it's alright. Pain comes with time and i hate time.

This holiday..i'm gonna make it different. It's going to be way better than last year. I DONT CARE HOW but it's going to happen. Hell no, am i going to sit at home and rot. No, that is not me. I am...whatever you want me to be. Just not a boring stay at home kinda person. It's going to be my alcohol and me. My friends and me. My boyfriend and me. My food and me. (if i have the cash) lol..

ok so, forget me. i am just a tiny voice in your head. (jump, jump! no one loves you...they dont even know you exsist. just end your life) hahaha maybe i should stop reading sad sadistic books. Wait. Don't second that.......