you know they say you 'don't know what you got till it's gone'? I dont really think its true...


2007, I wouldn't say it has been terrific. Just some parts that i've wanted to pause, rewind & fast forward. resolutions..resolutions..maybe just 1: Don't be grounded as much as 2007. hahaha, good one huh?
Yesterday Nes was on the phone singing songs from people's blogs..he is so mean. But i almost teared while laughing. haha
Tonight nes's comming over for dinner with my family then after that we're off to meet everyone to usher in the new year..words cant explain how excited i am..i just hope you all have a really really good new year! with alot of love..tash

Just like Gabrielle said: I wanna end 2007 the "right" way

So when are you gonna realise those are not your wrongs to right?
Have another life. Have another drink.

moments ago, i was on the line with Nique and Jackie..
Nique: Where's jackie? She answered his call?
Tash: She did! She covered the hole!
Nique: WALAUOOOOOOOOOOOO
Tash: We are missing out on the most important part! (theothercall)

I also used the words "Off Tha Hook" while talking to nique..hahaha
Yeah and nes calls me "shorty" ironic......

Everyone's turning into MONSTERS. Thank god, me and my boyfriend are having the perfect relationship! :D

its friday! IT'S FRIDAY! (welcome to the good life)
it means my friends, in 3 days, it will be the 31st! By hook or my crook i will have a blast..
It ALSO mean that in 5 days, i will be back in school looking like ... this -_________- with my sidekicks, Lana and Jayuire.
READY TO TAKE ON ANYTHING......tash :)

"my mother told me, that you're never lonely when you're laughing all the time.."

I have to get this out of my system. But believe me, i say this with a heavy heart..how and why, was there by any chance, that Christmas was not as good as i thought it would be? Even New years eve might be as terrible..and this is why i pray for tollerance. If you had a good one, i'm happy for you. Really, i say that from the bottom of my heart..

tash

The phone lines are all jammed up... so for those of you who get this, or don't, Merry Christmas! My scab is still here and the pie wasn't So bad..admittingly, pretty good.And not letting school get to me has been very successful. Actually, i'm more excited for new years eve,2008. 2007 has been really really good for me, and everything was unexpected. Hopefully 2008 will be the same and if i hope i do well for N levels..oh please, if not well a 9 is good enough. hahaha, see im not so difficult..i don't ask for much. Thinking about it..i never do. Ok, the wine is getting to me, off i go! Happy Holidays! xxxxxxxo

hhhhhhhi, last night was so fantastically fun.. i know how to drive! :D Just around the carpark..hahaha
Then i stayed at Ruth's place, and we took forever to come up with one verse. But we did it pretty good!
Alright today i'm heading out alone. Gonna get the last minute presents..if you're like me, don't you feel that Christmas this tuesday is a little too fast? I'm starting to feel nervous..

I am now 15. Feels good, not much..just like ruth said "Join the club!"
I am no different from the other 15 year olds..we smoke we drink we club we partaaaay like there's no tmr! \m/!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU. I was so fucking kidding okay. I don't dance..cause God didn't really tallent me in that area of life.
But, i like to watch people dance.... i envy them. hahahaha, ok. This is getting weird.

Me and my friend were suppose to take Hip Hop classes once(which was like a really really long time ago). Oh my god, can you just imagine me? The so eager student ever waiting and anticipating to dance..No, no..i'd rather be the cool "come what may" one in life. Sit back, relax and let the good times role with some skill to dance....or none. hahaha. With this, i am ready to take on the 15 year old life..and i think "one year has fucking flown by!" so where's the bottle of Chivas? I'm so ready to shot it, and let it intoxicate me! RUN THROUGH MY VIENS! BE ALL HARDCOREEEEEE

......no not really. Just buldoze the life out of me. Please.
you will fall inlove with her, and this song

"It gains the more it gives"

Good evening! In a few moments, i will be meeting my boyfriend and we'll be heading to Tracy's birthday..and mine. We're like celebrating hers..into mine. I know my friends are gonna get me piss drunk. But, i think i can handle that. Really..i mean what's a few shots of vodka..right? Hahahaha.. I need to do something new, something without alcohol. I'll think about that on Monday.
After they intoxicate me again. But it will be fun, a whole bunch of girls laughing and drinking the whole night, How could that not be fun? I await the comming of Ruthydoots at 3am tonight! :D what could be a better present than that. No, honestly?

I'll make this fast before this laptop dies on me and the next time you'll hear from me is in like 5 years, or smth.
As i predicted, Sarah did come late..at like 3:10 thank god, i only had to wait for like..10 minutes. I WAS EARLY, and trust me.
I am never early..unless the meeting time changed, and therefore i am early. Hahaha

I need Hope, i am Hopeless..and also being freaked out of my witz that school in starting in exactly 19 days and i am not ready for 2008 although (YES I KNOW, YOU PEOPLE SAY N'LEVELS IS A BREEZE) i know i must be ready for N LEVELS. Just shoot me. Next thing i know..it'll be 12 midnight and we'll be shouting "MERRY CHRISTMAS!" then the next midnight i know it's "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" and the next 2 days following that, is the first day of school in 2008. I know, i know, i think too much but who are we kidding? This is me we're talking about! The one that always flips the fastest.. Ok. I will stick to this motto till school starts.

Never talk about it. Don't read about it. If possible, don't think about it.
See? Easy. Now i'll never have to worry about that.......for the next 19 days.
I am a real jokes time.

GOODMORNING!oijsireueiurhieurngwlkiu34hoq3iurhaiuhe

I am meeting Sarah this afternoon and i already know what we will both be up to. Hahaha
It will be fun and she says that we are meeting at 2:30, now we all know how she is ALWAYS fashionably late.......
So i will be comming at 3pm. Hopeful that she doesnt turn up at 4 or something!



wait there was a story i wanted to tell you guys, but then it got lost in my head. I will spend a few moments trying to recall what it was will picking out today's clothes...Goodbye, and let go. ;)

The rain is so heavy right now, i love it
Something about the rain that says "this is your life, so be it"

Good morning! If i don't get ready soon, Jayuire is going to rip my head apart so off i go. Need to do some christmas shopping..
but i think we already forgot the meaning of christmas. All we money minded, fun loving freaks..

YOU LOVE THIS SONG. (its only real nice when you blast it)


CHRISTMAS IS COMING! that means school's starting soon..that also means new years will be comming fast too. There will be no resolutions for me, i give up on resolutions! Okay..maybe to be a better person, but isn't everyone's "to be a better person?"
You can be a better person in many ways..Cheating..Good in bed..Good in studies, hahaha oh, you name it ;)

Alright, off i go! Have a good night,enjoy the holiday season! How many times a year do we get THIS MUCH RAIN?

"and you don't have a clue..you don't know what you do to me.."

Moments ago, me and my boyfriend were talking about potential fight topics..which is funny, cause everything we tried to argue about was pretty lame.hahaha why do i love nes so much? my supersmall-wanna put you in my pocket boyfriend
(this 4/4 beat, i'm in time with you. this 4/4 beat, i would die for you..)

.........KIDDING! :D chill babe, needa get my fighting fish btw
i love you...you are my earth my sun the air i beathe! MY MOON..MY MOUNTAIN WATER....
you are so gonna laugh when you read this babe. haha

I am turning 15 in 2 weeks. Funny how 2 years ago seems like yesterday..all the stupid and childish things we did. I am so shy to talk about any of it today. So is Ruth, Faiz, Jackie, Nique, Nell...and the list goes on and on.. haha.
One year you think pink's the best colour in the world, and the next you just hate it.
One year you think Hot Gay Guys are the shit, and the next you think "what the fuck was i thinking?" hahahaha...yep, you got it.
Meet the tash..2 years ago. It's ok, you dont have to feel bad about laughing at all..i'll probably laugh along too! haha

Apart from becomming old really fast, like i stayed over at mikey's last night. O.M.Goodness, the last time we did that was like ages ago..last night was nostalgic. Us giggling till the wee hours of the morning, then craving for good desert and after that, Squeezing on mikey's bed. hahaha. I'm glad we girls did that! & not forgetting going out with Lisa and nique today. WOW.. i'm having like girl outings all the time. This is fun..wait till my birthday. It will be an all girls affair. yea you read it right. ALL GIRLS.

It's okay my friends, i'll give you time to take it all in. :)

Shalom Faiz! He'll be back in a few days..he is the best laughing stock. We didn't go to the pondok. :( where's the clan you know..the good old days of walking to the god damn pondok, sweating like a dog rolling down the little hills and laughing our asses off cause we're too high to know what the fuck we're doing then realising that we've all got a fucking curfew then rushing back in a cab..or something a train. High in the train, laughing and accidentally knocking everyone, annoying humans and almost getting bashed up cause of that. Ahhhhh, those were the days you know..life's like that. All good things come to an end, you know...and the saying goes.

This song will comfort me..