"my mother told me, that you're never lonely when you're laughing all the time.."

I have to get this out of my system. But believe me, i say this with a heavy heart..how and why, was there by any chance, that Christmas was not as good as i thought it would be? Even New years eve might be as terrible..and this is why i pray for tollerance. If you had a good one, i'm happy for you. Really, i say that from the bottom of my heart..

tash