I do things on impulse. IMPULSE. Don't think, just do..remember that?(still the motto)

Parents are going away for the weekend! I will abuse it, probably. And the magazine was right, we need more alone time. Next week, Sunday will be my day, doing my thing, eating my food, and all that jazz..nothing about me has changed. I am disappointed. I was suppose to be a 'better person' I am far from a better person. I need to read 'how to improve your life' books, eat healthy, exercise regularly..da da da da  you know the usuals. On love, in sadness. 

Okay, i'm going to be a slug in bed watching tv, smoking, eating oreo's with milk. The tv made us like this. In my head is a memory of my boyfriend using 'hip-hop' clothes prancing around his room, trying to rap. He is the best i just wanna squish you you wait on saturday ok you piece of meeeeat

I feel like i am spinning, spinning, spinning..my world is falling apart. falling all around me