I have edited this post 3 times since I first wrote it. All about the same thing. This will be the last time I am going to edit.
I had a great morning, so great I don't want to sleep! You trust me. So I need to trust you on this one. I hope this doesn't end with disappointment screaming a big "FUCK YOU" in my face. Slowly but surely, I will let go. So come what may! Brave heart GEDEGAH!