I am a wreck. My mum just came into the room hoping or trying to make small talk with me. Cause she's seen me only an hour in 2 days? And I couldn't even come up with 1 thing to talk to her about. She asked me like 3 questions and I answered mostly with "yes" or "no"s. I am (probably) by far the most horrible person you know. I make mistakes and break hearts. I wish I was more careful. I should be. From today I will try. Be more mindful of other people's feelings. I hurt the people I love the most. And that is just sick. So to everyone i've ever hurt and to anyone I will hurt in the future, I am terribly sorry. Wow, just had to get it out.haha

the lyrics for the chorus of this song is crazy.

This morning I received a letter from my grandfather. Which is kind of weird cause I see him like what, every other day? So before I opened the letter the note outside said: "Tash! If ever you want to be a singer (this is the song)", In terrible hand writing btw. When I finally got to the letter it was lyrics to one of my oldest most favourite song ever. And it's odd cause only my grandfather knows I love that song. Marley Purt Drive by the Bee Gees. It's kind of like having a private joke with someone. Fun.

this songgg this songgg goosebumps and jelly

So far March has been extreamly good to me. Paramore was absolutely awesome and Placebo I'm two more days:D I've been having an ENORMOUS amount of fun and everything's just been falling into place. Fingers crossed on things staying this way for as long as possible. My Australia trip has been made better thanks to my boyfriend's iPod! Tanks X100000000 but that just leaves him travelling without music :/ Oh but the most things that I've enjoyed about this trip are the views. I've had the more killer ones during the roadtrip. And the artsy side of Perth owns the city side any day. My parents are contemplating moving here, but I told them under no circumstances will I move here. I love too many people back here and the food and the freedom.haha I leave tomorrow night! I miss everyone already.

xoxox
listen to the xx please! they're beyond awesome.