Saturday, September 30, 2006

"This big apple heartbreak wont do us any good"


how a'yall doin dawggg? (nique will just roll her eyes and say "whatlah" hahaha)
I am dope. I had to email my history teacher like 3 times today. she probally wants to kill me already.
today i had alot of jackie&ruth time. it felt greaaaaat.
Although, i aim to tempt them to go for a movie tomorrow! (yesyesyes!)
Infact, we're going to watch a movie called "something something kill John Tucker" (i think that's his name)

Notice how i say "we're"? and they didnt even make thier mind up?
Thats right. I made thier minds up for them. ha-ha-ha. (dont find that funny?)
hokie! i am gonna hit the sack/books right now.

goodbye homie. or its it homey? homy? you tell me.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006


The Pleasure Of My Company


Recently, i went to a bookstore and i wanted to buy this novel. I went alone and i was pretty bored. i played a game with myself, and the purchase didn't go well. I required myself to keep both bands in my pockets. In order to pay i had to shove all ten fingers deep in my pants and flip cash onto the counter with my hyperactive thumbs. I got a few impatient stares, too, and then a little help was sympathically offered from a well-dressed businessman who plucked a few singles from the wadded-up bills that peeked out from my pockets and gave them to the clerk. If that makes me sound helpless, I feel you should know that i dont enter this state very often and it is something i can snap out of, it's just that i dont want too.

and going back to studying now is making me feel sick at my stomach.
"God only help the people who help themselves." motto-for-exams

laterrr!

Monday, September 25, 2006





a very good afternoon to you & you & you! i didnt go to school today. figured that studying at home would have been a better idea. so im "sick"

we had a good gig that Faiz offered us, BUT the band's still thinking about it. cause of the exams and all. bla bla bla.. you know the routin. my dog's been barking at every tom,dick,and harry that walked pass. its annoying me!

cant wait to get out of singapore right NOW. im going to eat, and study again. tata ya'll!

Friday, September 22, 2006

Im going to delete the other entery cause i think that it was stupid.

And i study alot now. its so addictive, everytime im back froms school, i just feel like hitting the books. "wow" exams are in a week and a half. its about 36 days to the holidays? and i already feel holiday-ish. i think im a very normal. i have convinced myself that i am normal.

today i was sitting at my desk and sarah was running around with a gun and a flag. nazzi? is it even yellow? (she was running around with a yellow flag btw) it was hilarious anyway. and me and lana was listing the jobs we could do for the holidays and we came up with a few. im sorry that today's entry is boring.

so anyway, enjoy this picture. makes me feel sciencey

Saturday, September 16, 2006

i had a purple leg on 9/9/06
this is very cheesy, enjoy.

i just wanted to know what it was like, what's it really like to be loved?
these little volcanoes came as a surprise to me.
i never thought i could be this way.
and i have been cautious and i've tried to keep to myself, but who could love you the way i do?
now i just want you to know, how i'm touched deep in my soul.
just being with you.
so much more each day, baby, if you're still awake, call me when you get this.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006


daniel

its tues, but i'll talk about my weekend.
DEAL WITH IT.

on saturday, was nique's birthday. she had her own party. called alot of people. and they turned up! alot of them.
more then i expected. we did the usual laughing and joking. and i left at 1230.
Ian went to watch soccer at nique's place, though i was suppose to join them, i already had uncles over to watch at my place before i had anything planned. so i went home. sunday was nique's ACTUAL birthday. didnt do much, went to the booksale, i bought 3 books. im a book worm.
so what?

Sunday, September 10, 2006

WHATEVERRRRRRRRRR.



















so yesterday's party was great! i made a hand full of new friends.
I never knew everyone was that friendly! they looked anti-social.
No,no,no. they were great, fun, loving, people. (just like me)

Hold me, hold me, if i were too
i cant, cant, i swear i cant let you
Its all in your hands, i'll do what i can to you,
you can do what you have to.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

im doing my project and blogging hahaha
funny? no? ok. whatever
i lied, i didnt post the pictures. but who cares?
do you? no? yeah. thought so.

my braces is comming off soon.
joy to the world!

bye everyone, bye braces, bye ants. diediedie

so anyway, check this picture out
it kinda makes me happy/happier/happiest

Thursday, September 07, 2006

BINTAN

im back back! from beachy,sandy,windy,cloudy,friendly bintan.
i gotta say, from the bottem of my heart that it was a great holiday~
would like to thank mum, gav,god, ruth, aunt cora,uncle jack, aunt anne, ashley, small ryan&fam
why? this is why. i had a wonderful time. it did cost alot of cash ($$$) and i appolagise for it.

day 1 - sun,sun,sun.
day 2 - snorkling, tanning, running (tried too=scared ourselves) & Oleh oleh, tatoo
day 3 - body boarding (tried too=no waves), jet skiing, swiming at beach.
day 4 - eat eat eat home :(((



catch ashley in action [ONE NIGHT ONLY]

goodbye bintan


posting more tmr, aww.. dont fret

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Durian seeds. (lick,eaten,dried &biten)




mrbean: i am going to bintan tomorrow.
bye everyone! miss me!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

These were the beetle days


you have no idea how much im looking forward to go to Bintan. i'll do plenty things.
1) study
2) tan with Dark Tanning Oil (lemme tell ya, golden tanning oils never works for me)
3) jog (my legs are in horrible condition)
4) eat (crabs.. ect.ect.)
5) relaxz (thats the reason why im going there)

last yr was a blast. hope this year would be twice as great \m/

Thursday, August 31, 2006

[CASCO] SCIENCE - Study Guide Exercises
detailed and comprehensive study notes,
Cover all topics in syllabus,
Mostly commonly tested questions,
Detailed answers provided

study=missing you=pls grow!
who would think i'd be interested in going for the Westlife concert?

Monday, August 28, 2006




how's the going? good? good. im happy for you.
I am too tall! sorry daniel..one, day. one, day.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

You think you'll never get it right, but you're wrong, you might














6 more weeks to my exam! I AM ALMOST THERE. im going to ask my dad-to-be to put a password on this computer so i wont be so tempted by the devil. (HA! you heard that?! you little sneaky thing.) i am offically very hardworking. except at home. and thats where the password benefits! aha!

underage sex is starting to bother me (i mean really, cant they wait till marriage?!)
bullocks! dont give us the crap about "because if you love the person, its okay to do it"
i mean, get real! you must be really bored..

Monday, August 21, 2006




"Hate never felt this good, whoever thought it could?"


mock-mocks are almost over and the real thing is approaching! i still never find some REAL time to study. It's so hard to just sit there and stare at the book.
funny thing is, i wanna pass but im tooooo lazy to study. god give me grace!


One week and passed and i keep telling myself, "tomorrow" :((((((((((

Thursday, August 17, 2006













I take a breath and grab the phone,

Secretly hoping you're not home.

I'd leave a message I was out,

Out of my mind on drink and drugs.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

this is me, AKA-shock face.









Groan. Lurch towards the kitchen. Door bell rings. Groan again. lurch in other direction. Groan thrice. Its actress-over-the-road.

my idea of a perfect day at school is when every teacher shouts at you during class. or sends you out. or catches you reading a book during her lesson or sends you to the responsible thinking classroom. its like detention. but not quite.
in that case, i think ive been having the perfect week!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Days drag by like snails pulled by sloths powered by very small solar panels in winter!
everyday gets longer, and longer well, except mondays. Monday's are always really fast.. its like one period after the next and then school's over. I'm also beginning to like my mother toung language. Everyday i learn something new about myself. and my cousin Geordan tried durians today, and hated it. I know a lot of people who doesnt like it. YOU PEOPLE ARE MISSING OUT ON A LOT.

Sarah: (day dreams while malay teacher is explaining intructions for malay hw)

Teacher: (catches Sarah looking blurr) Kamu faham? (you understand?)

Sarah: Ya. Faham, faham.

Teacher: okay? explain to the class.

Sarah: (stares blankly at everyone)

HAHAHAHAHA. i swear it was funny during malay class. okay now's like 1145pm.
my eyes feel like sandbags.. ew. not good. k gtg! nightzzzz

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Grumps

"hi, im geordan. Concentrating on my game."

hi all! k good weekend i had. Saturday was quite boring until the night. followed jackie, cat, her cousin and my cousin to watch the fireworks. It was greaaaat! only it was too crowded, over flowing with people.. you cant even walk! it was with like 4635637826956 people around. everyone sweaty and smelly and.. wet. ew. but the fireworks were magnifico. i'll post the pics on my next entry. Jackie came to my place at like.. 930 in the bloody morning! my cousin was up earlier then me, she stayed over, while i was still in bed. Jackie jumped on my bed, hit the door, and made my dog bark. So i got up and left for church at 11.15 am. according to them, we 3 were late. But i didnt think so, still i was forced to leave the house. and then i got back at 2 pm. k homework to do, movie to watch, and friends to call. busy bee. aight bye all!

Friday, August 11, 2006

Firstly,



FLYING COACH - my fav t-shirt
ruth says its not nice. i went "WHATEVER"


oh! i had a great week with school only on monday and today(friday). I had some sports carnival thingy but like i didnt really participate much, just sat around laughed, talked. Jackie played in some sumo wrestling thingy during the carnival. she almost died! some huge girl almost draged her down. Didnt get sushi today. looks like a stay-at-home-evening for ruth, jackie and me today. and yesterday before i went too ruthy's place to chill/ (to do our homework ruth called it)
i wanted to use my FLYING COACH shirt again. but she'll say its disgusting and kick me out.

so i'll be goin. xoxoxo

About Me

I'm the kind of girl that can't let anything go..so this is me, wishing you into the worst situations