12.08am! do you realise what this means?
for those of you who don't, this means that,
its the last day of the year. hahahahaha
(no, i haven't been drinking)

i'm so ready to usher in the new year!
good bye 2006! goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
resolutions resolutions, i have came up with 3.

ONE: BECOME A VEGETARIAN.
(but im still gonna eat steak, meat lovers pizza.. ect, ect.)
ok so thats not a vegetarian but i'll make an acception.

TWO: BE IN THE TOP 10 STUDENTS IN CLASS.

THREE: FALL IN LOVE.
(i know, that it might not happen, no, but i want it too)

so there you go! this time, i intend to stick to it.
i hope everyone has a great new years eve.
go do whatever you want. like what operah said,
"do something you'd never thought you would ever do,
and while you're doing it, enjoy every moment of it."
well.. its not exactly what she said. but close enough!
so, happy new year in advance!

Ps; ANTHONY IS STILL ALIVE!!!!

heyheyheyyyyyyyyyy homies!

today was rather productive. i actually did something!
(i know, i know. we'll save the celebration for later)
however, tonight is a rather boring one. cause..
1) its 2am, and im still not tired.
2) i've got not many people to keep me company tonight.
3) ...

there's only two.
felt good to talk to Shay today.
after all, he is gonna be my cousin.
he's pretty funny. hahaha.
i'll bring him around singapore,
althought there's not much to see..
just the good parts.

i hate that i have to live another day till new years eve!
arghhhhhhhhhh common 30th, pass faster
this is killing meeeeeeeeeeeeee. rawr

'I'm so full of love, It deeply sickens me'

I've spent the past 2 days at home, doing nothing!
As pathatic as it seems.. it really is.
But then, after all i am actually grounded.
Still that doesn't mean if someone called
Me out, i wouldn't join them, hell yeah i would!
It's just that no one's asked me to join them. yet.

It's so boring at home i could shit my pants.
It's like im looking at my phone just...
Waiting for any idiot to call me. seriously.
Actually, i wanted to go for sushi today.
Hahah, but my bestfriend had to go for dinner.
So, i guess.. not today then.

I've been watching tv the whole day,
I know the whole of P'diddy's life!
So let me just elaborate on that.
Not long after his Hollywood career started,
That poor man was accused of shooting someone.
So then he went to court and stuff,
And thankfully, he was announced innocent.
But then his gf dumbed him,
Cause everyone looked down on him and shit.
Then his buisness starts failing.
Not long after, he picks him self up,
And he get's a role in a movie and everyone see's
That he's not too bad and then slowly...
His career geta back on track and then he does
"Making The Band" and slowly, becomes famous.
And now, he's new album is out.
You can catch it in HMV or any music shop.

hahahahah. go on, laugh at me.

Why did i come here?
These humans suck.
I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely.
I'm not trying to sound insincere,
But the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads,
"Wish you were here"
How i wish i could dissapear.

dig this.
Faiz - split his chin when trying to do a stunt.
result: failed miserably.

Tasha + Nique - Screw up lie.
result: grounded.

Nes - Breaking house rulezzz
result: grounded.

Anthony - Operation, and in hospital now.
result: might, (and could possibly) miss new years eve.

Keith - (lets just say.. its comming for him)
result: feeling very busted. for breaking girls heart.

hahahaha. i knowwww, what a group.
i can't help but laugh myself.
but no one's stoping me on new years eve.
im just gonna run out of the house if i have too.
hahahaha. okok. take care ya'll!
enjoy every last bit of your holiday left!

im addicted to words and faces.

Have yourself a merry little christmas,
Let your heart be light,
From now on, our troubles will be out of sight.

good evening! its now 1.30 in the morning.
and ive had a rather good christmas eve, & day.
i've celebrated it with all the people i'd plan too.
headed to jackie's place today. ate like a pig.
Tash: what's that?
Jackie: oh, pork ribs. (puts one on my plate)
Tash: nono, i "need" another one.

and then.. later on in the train.

Anthony: What?! Wonga's the only dog i can go out with!
Tash: No la, there's Bren, Ben, and Jeff? That's more dogs then you expected.

i was grouned today. (again?!?!) yeah, yeah. i know.
its not something i wanted, but there wasnt any cabs!
aaaah. its all shirley's fault! everything is.
(me and nes came up with this.
if there was anything wrong in our lives, it was all shirley's fault)

we went to bugis today, met the usuals.
then after that had some fun. (you know what im talking about.)
and headed home. hahaha. that's when i got grounded!
jesus christ. so for now. im just gonna wait till anthony calls me.
or i'll wait till 3 to call anthony and ask him what he want to do.
cause seriouslyyyyy im real bored. bye.

JUST LIKE WE DO..

merry christmas! its about, 2.10 in the morning.
i had a great christmas eve. there was a party at nique's.
and all our friends came. ok not all..
we're not 'all' without nes, keith and shirley.

we've all kind of decided on a formal dinner.
not sure when but, it will definately happen.
tomorrow will be a hectic day of visiting and eating.
dressing up is gonna be tiring.
for now, stay jolly.

"Not even i will tell.."

"Just know, I won't tell. Maybe.. just maybe"



wow. this is getting exciting. i can't wait for next year!
hahaha. im gonna miss this holidays though.
this.. drinking almost every alternate days,
sneaking out to ben's no-parents home.
following anthony to his hospital visits.
traveling to pasir panjang just for a great night!
(which will still happen every saturday next year)
being on the phone till 10 in the morning.
and of course the great 7.30pm get-ups,
then going out the whold night. hahaha.

which of cours led to a grounding.
happened last night, when i got back at 12.30.
but what the hell! it wasn't my first time,
she just happened to catch me yesterday.
but its okay, i had fun, and i still will.
so i cant wait for next year. i hope anthony will be okay.
:D

You are one of God's mistakes
You crying, tragic waste of skin
I'm well aware of how it aches
And you still won't let me in
Though I don't like you anymore
You lying, trying waste of space

a very good afternoon! it still hasn't rained.
i stayed up the whole night. and then well
watched The Exorcism: The Heretic.
i had Nes on the other line. hahaha.
me and him were just trying to irritate Ben.
we typed the same things, on msn.
and wrote it the same time. and everything was
just so.. random. it was something like..
"queer as folk" so, in the end he just blocked us.
we actually had something else to say. damnnn
it's alright, we always have tonight. :)

I think it's the weather that's making me feel this way.
But i like it. this whole.. serenity.
And on the other side of me,
1) need to eat [x]
2) i want it to rain
3) need to laugh [x]

Well, go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe it to love
And it all depends on you

If I had to I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask would you like that?
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down Sore and sick

hola! okok today was like rainy day.
it just kept raining and raining, non-stop.
(duh, if i said raining and raining, obviously it was nonstop -_-)

okayyy WHAT-EVERRRRRR.
i spent like the whole day with my 3 cousins.
on the way home, we saw this girl in the train.
it was the whole typical ahlian, i-am-goth kinda look.
she had hair all over her face! jesus christ.
maybe it's cool to have your hair that way.
then i must be so out of fashion hahahaha
today we did a little shopping,
i guess i'll save my money for another rainy day.

maybe later i'll just kinda like head to ben's place.
see what they're all up too. probably some alcohol,
and card tricks. or some computer games and dvd's.
ok its 11.28pm. i think i'll sleep for abit.
take care you guys!

this is the only photo he has in his computer

the celebration that we had yesterday, was a blast.
first, it all a started at Ben's pool side
then we upgraded to his house after his parents left.
they went for a holiday, and will be back on the 21st.
so as for now, ben's home is like.. a hostel.
everyone doesnt go home. just stays at his place.

so about yesterday, we upgraded to ben's place at.. 5am.
straight away we took out some of his drinks, and ours.
Nes and Anthony shared and bought vodka for me.
thanks thanks thanks. i love the them
actually, the drinking already started about 2am at the poolside.
so by 5am, we all were high but still felt that it wasn't enough.
so the whole celebration and drinking ended at 11am.
and well, lets just say, we really trashed his house.

now, its 6.52am and im at anthony's place.
in about an hour (im guessing) we'll be going to the hospital.
anthony's might go for some operation,
so im just gonna accompany him. i should start charging him soon.
maybe bout... $7 an hour. hahahaha
he always wants me to follow him here and there.

as for now, im fighting to stay awake while anthony is
really restless rolling around his bed -_-
im hungry and going to see what food he has
tata for nowwwww

happy birthday to me


Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit.

ooo nes, check it outtttt

If you keep asking me,

I'll melt away in the summer air.

It won't hurt half as much

And i'll beg for you to stop it now.

ok, its 3.30am.

im still thinking about meeting

anthony, wonga, shiv and faizal.

should i? but im sick.

what the heell, i think i'll just go.

is not like i'll die if i go. hahaha

hey, ok! i actually did go out in the end.
at 3am Faizal was online then he was like..
"hey tash, are you bored? lets go out."
then i was like.. "alamakkkk. now you tell me."
but you know, it was a rather boring night..
so i was like "okok, meet you in 20mins"

soooooo i was on the phone with ben,
while waiting for this idiot to come.
next thing i know, anthony's cycling towards me.
and he says,
"HELLO! my bike is damn cool" so i laugh and laugh..
"stole it?"
"two actually.. i needed it to travel. from bedok to tamp"
so we laughed and laughed. then from far,
i see faizal and his friend cycling.
as they get closer, me and anthony realise that
the other guy is carrying some kinda.. ball.
and then oh wait no.. its a green ball.
hey, noooooo it isn't, its a watermelon!

then i look into the bicycle, there are rambutans.
hahaha. me and anthony laugh and laugh again.
then faizal and his friend tells us they stole it
from some shop that left thier fruits out.
so we just hang around tampines the whole time,
eating some rambutans and laughing under blocks.

this is, by far, the best holiday yet.

time: 2.42 am
weather: windy
mood: tired, curious

wow, its Dec 10th. soon, my birthday's coming.
not much of a big deal, really.
i was suppose to have a party,
but i got quite lazy after that and called it off.
sorry guys!

however, quite a few people want to celebrate it.
so they've decided to have a little party.
i dont really mind. after all, i dont need to pay at all.

oooooooo. think about it everyone.. 2007!
i really want it too come fast but,
a little of me wants it to take a longggggg time.
2006 was an exciting year. i did everything i wanted too.
met great people, ate great good, heard good music.
i absolutely dont regret anything i did.
dont get me wrong, im really sad that ruth's going.
but i think she'll enjoy herself there, i dont know?
we'll see. as for now, i'll wait patiently for 2007.

:D

good afternoon! so far, everything is running smoothly.

hahaha. like today, i got up earlier then i expected.

and later there's a gig at my school.

i guess i'll go, since Gabriel's band is playing!

GO CARACAL!!!!!!!!!

today was all about cucumbers.

its not like the whole day's over yet,

but i helped my grandmother cook.

all i did was help my grandmother cut cucumbers.

she was so feirce about how they had to look a certain way.

but wth? its cucumbers, they all look the same!

so maybe they didnt matter to me, but it did to her.

its ok, i enjoyed cooking anyway.

thanks grandma!

ok, and one more thing.

girls have too really stop whining about the guys they like,

it just makes it sound worst then it actually already is.

hi, today i didn't really feel like having conversations.

everything was so irritating.

there was nothing i did today that was very interesting either.

last night wasn't that fantastic.

i think it was a waste of my bloody time,

don't get me wrong though,

there was good times.

just that i could have spent my time

doing something more worthit.

i travelled to the west side for nothing!

and wasted $20.

and when it was in the morning,

i went to meet my friend for breakfast.

this is making me angry.

tomorrow i've decided to go out alone.

everyone is irritating.

i can't stand it.

PS; im sorry this entry isn't funny.

i'm just not in the mood.

It's so wrong, but it feels so right.

Jackie is absolutely right! we need more time.
for the holidays, for christmas for everything.
i mean, you go out everyday and the next thing you know,
christmas is coming, then new years eve,
then the whole new year and school. this is too much!
i can't take the presure!
i want to enjoy this, make it last....

how about last night? it was too normal.
i went to gas haus with a group of people.
and we kinda just hung out, listening to good songs
like practically the whole day.. from 3pm-11pm.
some guy dropped his specs and his lenses came out
while he was moshing, and mark picked it up for him.
hahaahah. what a stupid fool.

hey everyone! its 12.51 am and im really hungry.
the only way out of that, is maggee mee. god, i hate that stuff.
so anyway. nique is helping me out with the noodles.

like.. earlier ago. i wanted to watch a DVD.
THE DEPARTED. so i was like..
"common, lets go outside to watch it."
nique: " omg.. i need to carry my wires into the fish room.."
and then she just started mumbling. hahaha.
it was hilarious i tell you!

and yesterday, we stayed up the whole night.
5 of my friends. jamming ended at about 12am.
and we were all the way at kallang! so you already guessed,
no trains, no busses. hahaha.
we stood there for and hour just thinking. THINKING.
so we 5 came up with a plan..
hijack bicycles. hahaha. not so smart, but was kind of
the only thing we could do. hahaha.
oh, did i mention we had only $10? well, thats all we had.

in the end, we just decided to flag a cab, and beg the uncle to
bring us to Pasir Panjang, cause thats where we wanted to go.
hahaha. the whole night was about having fun.
wont forget it.

Bren: just now i really sucked at daytona man.
Tash: yeah, honestly, you really sucked.
Bren: cause it wasn't a motorcycle la, if not i would
be speeding. give me a motorcycle, and i'll show you
some real hong kong speeding.

hahahahahaha.
okok, if you were me,
you'd be laughing till you can't breathe.

"that's bad news, so why am i secretly happy?"


i hate myself! nono.. its nothing suicidal. hahaha
ok, i just spent $124 on a pair of heels. :((((((
hold up! the actual price was 248! it was a gd deal.
depressing, i know. but it was so.. nice.
and the best part is, i dont use heels much.
i know but i guess its a present for myself.
for being such an understanding, caring, kind
and special human being.

hahahaha. i just got off the phone with bren
after a good hour. he is funny.
really, really, funny. he could be like MR BEAN 2.
i mean, he's got the potential.
ok, so he tried to teach me "hong kong speeding.."
on the phone. and he sounded really mono-tone.
it was funny. thanks bren, i needed a good laugh!
there was even this like.. moment when she started
mumbling. hahaha. and after a few seconds, he went like..
"oh no i think im very tired" hahaha.

okok, i need to get ready now. going to meet my friendzzz
and jackie for a while, she's gonna pass me something.
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

its 3.18am. hahaha.

ben said the last entry was UNfunny.

im sorry that i failed to make you laugh 2day.

maybe its because no one made me laugh today.

i mean, a penguin from Happy Feet made me laugh,

but its not really a real person.

cause firstly, its fiction and it only

moves cause the computer tells it too. hahaha.

ok this is sleepy talk. in moments like this..

i think of bren.. and his

"hong kong speeding..." moments.

look at this! he's not even next to me and im

laughing just thinking about him

dancing and singing. one day, i'll put a pic of him.

oh wth! why dont i do it now.

everyone, this is brendon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(the middle man)

(next to the girl)

ps; feel free to laugh at him

So you lost your trust,
And you never should have,
But don't break your back,
If you ever hear this,
Don't answer that.

good evening! its a very very rainy day.
i spent almost the whole day in town,
but i didn't really get all wet.
i kind of just hung out with michaela.

it is true. i am becoming like a caveman.
i sleep at the wrong time of the day,
and get up at the wrong time of the day.
sometimes i sleep for 16 hours and forget its the next day.
or if i stay up for 48 hours, i forget what day it is.
so barbaric. i feel like some kinda lost animal.

some say, time kills your pain
i say, pain kills my time.

good morning! okay, so not really. its like 9.20pm
but i just got up from my sleep and missed the gig.
sorry gabriel!

yesterday was really really crap. but as usual, fun.
and yes, i was awake all night. when we all got back
at anthony's place at about 8am, we all didn't hasitate to
knock out even if it was on the bloody floor.
but i had to bath. i dont like that sticky feeling. eww
i slept at 9am, and got up at 3pm.
we all went to eat after that, and agreed to meet at night
again. but i fell alseep. hahahaha. i smell like anthony now.

You have nothing to say
Except to innocently ask,
Your voice delicate as glass,
"Do you see me when we pass?"
But i continue on my way.

today succccckz.

i got home, at 9am, and slept.

told myself toget up at 1pm.

but i got up at 7.15pm!

promised mikey we'd go out,

but then, i overslept. aaaaaaaaaargh!

i feel like such a bad friend.

she must be hating my guts right now

hahahahah. but suddenly, i m in a gd mood.

see how my feelings change so fast?

recently, its been like that.

Just live for today

Least that's what they try to say

They said that we'd pick

Then they'll take your pain away

you wouldn't know love, even if it hit you in the face

today i laughed really hard.

i can't remember why though.

i think it was cause Nez said my eyes were nice.

ha-ha-ha you hear that ben? you hear that?

ben keeps denying the obvious.

when it is soooooo obvious.

that well..

1. im so funny
2. my eyes are nice in the sun
3. i speak great english
4. i laugh when i read my own blog
5. (something else, but i kinda forgot)

basically today was about hanging around. we all kinda just sat at the roadside and irrtated each other. might not be your idea of fun but.. well.. it actually was

good morning! it is now 1.34am
we have decided to go for breakfast again.
same time, same place, but more people.
the wait is so boringgggg. BO-RRRRRRING.

there's nothing to do, and jackie just hung
up on me. she said she was going to call me
back. but i'd be a fool to believe her. hahaha.

so the countdown startsssssss now

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day

its 5.30 in the bloody morning!!!!!!!

and 3 of us are awake. aiman, me and faiz.

i tried to wake ben up.. but its hopeless.

he's as good as dead when he's sleeping.

so the 3 of us have decided to meet for breakfast.

im like WTH cause i just ate. -_-

i'll just go to enjoy the company of my friends i guess.

later guysss!

off i go!

And so typically,

And so typically,

Soft, set back and perfectly dropped,

Tough and learn, and so perfectly taught.

I am as she does,

You are as he was.

remember this picture? when half the world went
"awwww!"


hey! how ya doin'? okkkk.
i've been living on subway the past week or two.
and i eat the same thing, like again and again.
and no, im not sick of it. hahaha.

today we went just stuck to the east side.
did you know i could actually break-dance?
i know.. and i just found about this skill,
two days ago.

Where'd you go?

Would you have the guts to say

I don't love you,

Like I loved you,

Yesterday.

yo! how ya nigga's doing? ya feelin' me dawg?

hahhaha. i feel so annoying. i haven't taken a
bath yet and i've got like 6-7 people waiting
for me now.

i've got to stop this. staying up the whole night,
only sleeping at 8am. then geting up at 3 then go
out the whole night again. hahaha.
its like i only communicate to my mum through cash.
and that's not much either, cause she just leaves it
on the table. hahaha.

before aiman really gets irritated, i am going to get ready,
cause according to them, everyone's there! SHIAAAAAAAT.

good morning! its now 1.08am!
in the next 2-3 hours time, i will turn to stone
and eventually fall alseep like all the other
nights. and then get up at 2 if not 3.
if idiots call my house to get me up then its 1.

for the past few days i also have been pretty
happy!

some gay guy: "O-M-G, did anyone tell you that you're
beautiful!"

girl : "ummm no " *smiling*

some gay guy: "yeah, well.. cause you're not"

today i watched STEP UP. ok, listen to this..
i mean it might make me seem weird,
but really, im not.
ok so, while i was watching step up..
its a dance show btw. once in a while,
while they were dancing and all..
i occasionally bounced to the music.
and i was like totally unaware of it until
after a long time. which...
reminds me, of those wannabe dancers.
well, whatever. i can't dance anyway.

See the strange boy, talking to his shadow.
He's got a secret to tell.
His imaginary friend knows everything.
Don't let him go out.
He says they won't believe you,
You don't know what you're talking about.

how are we going? hahaha..... this is good.
i like this peace. Saddam Hussein was caught!
he was hiding is some kinda cave. -_-
what an asshole. anyway, he'll be hanged.
i can hear the Hallelujiah chorus!

i have been watching most of the movies twice.
i've been hanging around most places just laughing
and eating. eating especially! :O
its ok, its the holidays.. enjoy while you can. ;)

so, my bestfriend's migrating.
im going to have a little ruth-tash time on thurs.
i'll miss her, yes i'll miss her :)

toys'r'us (if this pic doesn't make you laugh, you suck)

i love those kinda in-your-face pictures,
or jumping-out-of-pictures pictures.
confused? haha. its ok.

the past few days were kinda busy okkk
but tomorrow, it's time to meet teri!
we're going to jog (i knowww.. lame you say.)
then after, im going to party!
today was good. i watched "the covenant"
with.. about 9 people? then we went to gelare!
woahwoah. anthony was like a kid, protecting his
ice cream and waffles. hahahaha.

ok, mum nagging. need to brush teeth &
put retainers on. -_-

i love the holidays!

heyyy ya'll! how'd your weekend go?
mine was great great great!
today i went out with like 10 people :O right?
i wonder how we successfully got on and off the bus.
it was tough tho. cause we all had to constantly go..
"eh, where's keith/mark/tasha/azmal?"
cause, we were like the only 4 idiots always wondering away.

we also went to toys"r"us. it was fun ya know,
walking around with our wigs and having our
ANNUAL HULA-HOOP CHALANGE. hahaha.
okok, "how'd you like your eggs?"

if you hate your friends, you're not alone


i got home a while ago. okay maybe not. like 2 hours ago.
that was 10. now's 12 am. so its actually monday.
ok you get the picture?

my "parents" confused me today.
2pm - i just got up, thinking that i should call nique
and i did, thne some idiots answer the phone.
ben and faiz. i wanted to hit them, so anyway they
annoyed me! but thats not part of the story. urgh.
nono. so anyway, nique got to the phone (finally)
and she asked me to meet them, i told me to let me get dressed.

2.05 - walked to mum's room to ask if i could go out
the answer was yes.

2.15- headed to the toilet.. 2.45 got out.

3.00 - walked to mum's room to get a comb, "dad" unaware that i asked mum if i could go out, told me that i had to get ready for tea-time with aunties. so i cancelled my plans

3.30 - mum got up, mum: "darling, i tought you were going out?" i was like. what is going on?!

apparently it was the lack of communication. and well, "dad" went to the tea-time alone. and mum went back to sleep. i dont belive she asked me to go and get some
ramli burgers for her! she knew i was late. she made me late.
but i left anyway. without getting her ramli's. met the boys later in the evening for
dinner. i thought they clearly had a plan of where to go. no, anthony did not!
so i left at 9.

zup everyone! wayne rooney is back! i knew he was gonne come back.
he's sucha chimp ya know?


look closer, i've got my retainers on

ok, so i use specs


after took off my braces, and dyed my hair.
but about the dying part, i dont really think you can tell in this pic.
hahaha. today i went out with ruth, teri (who's hair was like... blonde!)
and alexsondra (turning into some fierce girl & completely vulgure)

we watched and movie and and walked around and stuff.
hahaha. had a good time considering the months we haven't been going out together.
the day was going well until my shoelace got caught in the excalator.
ruth, teri and alex could'nt stop laughing at me!
and supprisingly i was calm and collected. hahaha.
(with a alot of ppl looking around) this chinese guy, who had saw me fall, and my
stupid shoe lace get caught, offered to help.
that's when his handy dandy pen knife came to good use.
it was a thrilling day!

my braces is gone! ha ha ha i love this lightness
staight teeth world, i am here!
i have come to dazzle you with my wits(straight teeth)

today was a great day with ruth.
i insisted on papaya, while she stuck to banana.
it was just a suggestion anyway!!!!!!!
without my bracces, its a new me
i dont need to worry aobut anything stuck in my teeth.
nuh-uh. i am fresh, new, and teethy.

whatever, now it just sounds like a bloody advert.
which i correct you, is not.

so hear i go entering the new world.
wish me luck homies!

2 more days, i will dye my hair& school's over
1 more day and my braces will be gone.
goodbye braceface, hello goodteeth!

im going to dye my hair pink
yes, pink.
weird, you say? i think not.
i deserve it mannnn... ok,
i got top 2 for for english and lit
a little clap please? thank you!

manu trashed liverpool! once again!
and i couldnt help but be irritating as ever
and send text messages to liverpool fans
like "ha ha ha..." for the 1st goal and
"number 2!" for the second goal.
it was greeeeat!

its now time i showered and left the house!
btw, hari raya is here.
makan makan!

11.11pm, and i can't sleep. plus i've got school tmr,
which i've intended to leave early
cause, im malay. hari raya. ha-ha-ha

my holiday has started since.. the exams ended.
my holidays only consist of
- soccer matches
- going over to my uncles house to meet my other uncles
to watch sommore soccer
- meeting nique and her friends
- going to starbucks
- & buying one thing a day

when i went to a gig, some really hardcore band
played gogo power rangers. and apparently,
they kept shouting "i hate emo! emo sucks!"

i know right? tell me about it!
thats when i realised, i had to leave.
nuh uh, no power rangers for me

i know why we didn't work out
1) you're too hardcore, everyone loves you
2) your haunting ex-girl won't stop irritating us
3) you tried you lean your head on my shoulder!
4) you had an icky tatoo on your lips

It looks like its going to rain,
it hasn't rained for dayss
and i havent been to school since the exams ended
what is this? no inspiration to celebrate.

5.17, im scratching my face, thinking of what to use.
should i use my birdie shirt with leaves? no.
people might think im weird.
how about my black tights and some top? no.
not suitable for this occasion.
i know! jeans, brown top, and my black chucks.

raaaaaaaaar mum said i have to be back by 10.30
1) listen to mum, come home early
& let mummy trust me. and more
occasions of late come-home
2) ignore rules, come back at 12
& could possibly be grounded

today i am going to discuss about the opposite sex.
well, i cant really discuss cause im the only on talking about it.
shut up. ok so anyway, the opposite sexx..
In my case, its a boy. so listen up girls..

hold on, my stupid dog is barking. im gonna shut her up.
K DONE.

anyway, the opposite sex. what is sooo attractive about the opposite sex?
could it be
- his really broad shoulders& height?
- his ability to make you laugh?
- his really good body& face?
- oor, his idiotic arrogance?
- maybe his colonge smell?

could be all? according to my imformation,
girls fall harder for guys more then guy fall for girls.
cause girl think love wise, and well maybe guys dont.
but then again, there are soft guyss

put on whatever makes you attractive
if it's not you, then do it for the sake of fashion
if your friends like a certain you,
that's who you have to be

In northern time
I lost all my pure feelings
The psychiatrist posing as psychologist
When fear predicts then darkly the mind suffers
Are we talking?
white is the winter

today ruth called me to go out with her to get her "mothers present"
we ended up walking around and shopping for ourselves. hahaha.
i dont trust the "we're just gonna look at stuff" phrase.

Ruth: Im going to wild wild wet tmr.
Tash: oh, with?
Ruth: chelsea and all.. wanna come? ive got 10 extra tickets.
Tash: so manyy. k i wanna go

15 mins later..

Ruth: so what you doing tmr?
Tash: gooing out with you what.
Ruth: no, since when?

and another one of those conversations i had with ruth was.

Ruth: Tassh.. im so happy with the shoe i bought! thanks for helpin ah.
Tash: np problem

2 mins laterr...

Ruth: AHHH! tashh.. how?! i spend so much money. and i didnt get my mums present
Tash: ah shut up la, you already bought the shoe.

playing with the scanner (this is my fav book)


i am so lazy to blog. and im running out of pictures
that inspire me to blog. now, that's trouble.
soon, i'll be off to watch you me & dupree.
HAhaHAh. you see, its NC16. so its a problem.
anyway, my point is..
1) i dont feel like blogging now a days
2) can't watch You,Me,& Dupree cause im not 16.

hahaha. This morning at the hotel,
i was taking all the free brouchers.
cause duh, its free. you know, the kiasu singaporeans.
(excluding me)

you see where this blogging is going no where?
and my conversations dont seem to have an aim.

Geordan's my 7 yr old cousin who has no 2 front teeth.
Tash: hey, how's the teeth comming along?
Geordan: what teeth?
Tash: your two front teeth stupid!
Geordan: shut up laaaa you are stupid.
Tash: you want to fight?

how ya'll doing tonight? It's almost 10 and im waiting for
"America's Next Top Model" to start.
Not long ago, i got back, and i realised the haze
has been killing all of us.

And what i also realised is that, A year passed really fast.
i still can remember what i did on new years eve last yr
partied till 4am, then crashed on mikey's floor..
and got up too two falf naked boys playing PS2 on the floor.
and now, next near is comming.
i can almost feel the christmas spirit. comming in like.. 2 months time.

Jackie: Hi Welcome To KCF!
Tasha: May I Take Your Order?
Jackie: That Will Be Fipe Dollar Pipty Fipe Cents.
Tasha: Would You Like Some Extra Chilli Sauce?

Me and jackie had a vision :O
we were going to work at KFC. to get "extra cash"
We both realised it was going to be really interesting.
Cause ya know, we're gonna use our philipino accent.
imagine.. "hi, may i take your order?"

youaresounderground



DETECTIVE 1 and DETECTIVE 2 tried to do a-bit of detecting just now, (during the day)
and we found what was being detected.

It was a t-shirt. A white and Black one. for Mr i-am-it-all.

Remember me, I use to be the best time buddy,
Who you couldn't wait to see.
But getting old, it takes a toll.
And hearts getting broken lead to people growing old

Well, I'm a modern girl I don't care much for the go-go.
Or the retro image I see so often telling me to
keep trying maybe you'll get here someday.
keep up the working, ok
I close the book on them right there.

Fix me, fix me


About Sunday, i failed. Jackie & Ruth didnt watch the movie! :(
BUT i watched with nique.

Let me list 5 good reasons being single.
1) Lets face it, all girls like to look at boys. You can look at boys without really feeling guilty.
2) Lets say your boy's really stuck-on-you, you cant do stuff with your friends, cause you'll be busy babysitting your boy
3) What if he cheated on you? The power to end the relationship was it your hands girl, you could have ended it.
4) You can be happy without really seeing a guy. He might be a huge distraction during your exams
5) What if he chooses he's buddies instead of you? tsk tsk tsk.

Tune in next week for another session of "DOES-HE-MAKE-YOU?"

over and out!

"This big apple heartbreak wont do us any good"


how a'yall doin dawggg? (nique will just roll her eyes and say "whatlah" hahaha)
I am dope. I had to email my history teacher like 3 times today. she probally wants to kill me already.
today i had alot of jackie&ruth time. it felt greaaaaat.
Although, i aim to tempt them to go for a movie tomorrow! (yesyesyes!)
Infact, we're going to watch a movie called "something something kill John Tucker" (i think that's his name)

Notice how i say "we're"? and they didnt even make thier mind up?
Thats right. I made thier minds up for them. ha-ha-ha. (dont find that funny?)
hokie! i am gonna hit the sack/books right now.

goodbye homie. or its it homey? homy? you tell me.

The Pleasure Of My Company


Recently, i went to a bookstore and i wanted to buy this novel. I went alone and i was pretty bored. i played a game with myself, and the purchase didn't go well. I required myself to keep both bands in my pockets. In order to pay i had to shove all ten fingers deep in my pants and flip cash onto the counter with my hyperactive thumbs. I got a few impatient stares, too, and then a little help was sympathically offered from a well-dressed businessman who plucked a few singles from the wadded-up bills that peeked out from my pockets and gave them to the clerk. If that makes me sound helpless, I feel you should know that i dont enter this state very often and it is something i can snap out of, it's just that i dont want too.

and going back to studying now is making me feel sick at my stomach.
"God only help the people who help themselves." motto-for-exams

laterrr!

a very good afternoon to you & you & you! i didnt go to school today. figured that studying at home would have been a better idea. so im "sick"

we had a good gig that Faiz offered us, BUT the band's still thinking about it. cause of the exams and all. bla bla bla.. you know the routin. my dog's been barking at every tom,dick,and harry that walked pass. its annoying me!

cant wait to get out of singapore right NOW. im going to eat, and study again. tata ya'll!

Im going to delete the other entery cause i think that it was stupid.

And i study alot now. its so addictive, everytime im back froms school, i just feel like hitting the books. "wow" exams are in a week and a half. its about 36 days to the holidays? and i already feel holiday-ish. i think im a very normal. i have convinced myself that i am normal.

today i was sitting at my desk and sarah was running around with a gun and a flag. nazzi? is it even yellow? (she was running around with a yellow flag btw) it was hilarious anyway. and me and lana was listing the jobs we could do for the holidays and we came up with a few. im sorry that today's entry is boring.

so anyway, enjoy this picture. makes me feel sciencey

i had a purple leg on 9/9/06
this is very cheesy, enjoy.

i just wanted to know what it was like, what's it really like to be loved?
these little volcanoes came as a surprise to me.
i never thought i could be this way.
and i have been cautious and i've tried to keep to myself, but who could love you the way i do?
now i just want you to know, how i'm touched deep in my soul.
just being with you.
so much more each day, baby, if you're still awake, call me when you get this.

daniel

its tues, but i'll talk about my weekend.
DEAL WITH IT.

on saturday, was nique's birthday. she had her own party. called alot of people. and they turned up! alot of them.
more then i expected. we did the usual laughing and joking. and i left at 1230.
Ian went to watch soccer at nique's place, though i was suppose to join them, i already had uncles over to watch at my place before i had anything planned. so i went home. sunday was nique's ACTUAL birthday. didnt do much, went to the booksale, i bought 3 books. im a book worm.
so what?

WHATEVERRRRRRRRRR.



















so yesterday's party was great! i made a hand full of new friends.
I never knew everyone was that friendly! they looked anti-social.
No,no,no. they were great, fun, loving, people. (just like me)

Hold me, hold me, if i were too
i cant, cant, i swear i cant let you
Its all in your hands, i'll do what i can to you,
you can do what you have to.

im doing my project and blogging hahaha
funny? no? ok. whatever
i lied, i didnt post the pictures. but who cares?
do you? no? yeah. thought so.

my braces is comming off soon.
joy to the world!

bye everyone, bye braces, bye ants. diediedie

so anyway, check this picture out
it kinda makes me happy/happier/happiest

BINTAN

im back back! from beachy,sandy,windy,cloudy,friendly bintan.
i gotta say, from the bottem of my heart that it was a great holiday~
would like to thank mum, gav,god, ruth, aunt cora,uncle jack, aunt anne, ashley, small ryan&fam
why? this is why. i had a wonderful time. it did cost alot of cash ($$$) and i appolagise for it.

day 1 - sun,sun,sun.
day 2 - snorkling, tanning, running (tried too=scared ourselves) & Oleh oleh, tatoo
day 3 - body boarding (tried too=no waves), jet skiing, swiming at beach.
day 4 - eat eat eat home :(((

catch ashley in action [ONE NIGHT ONLY]

goodbye bintan

posting more tmr, aww.. dont fret

Durian seeds. (lick,eaten,dried &biten)




mrbean: i am going to bintan tomorrow.
bye everyone! miss me!

These were the beetle days


you have no idea how much im looking forward to go to Bintan. i'll do plenty things.
1) study
2) tan with Dark Tanning Oil (lemme tell ya, golden tanning oils never works for me)
3) jog (my legs are in horrible condition)
4) eat (crabs.. ect.ect.)
5) relaxz (thats the reason why im going there)

last yr was a blast. hope this year would be twice as great \m/

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study=missing you=pls grow!
who would think i'd be interested in going for the Westlife concert?

how's the going? good? good. im happy for you.
I am too tall! sorry daniel..one, day. one, day.

You think you'll never get it right, but you're wrong, you might














6 more weeks to my exam! I AM ALMOST THERE. im going to ask my dad-to-be to put a password on this computer so i wont be so tempted by the devil. (HA! you heard that?! you little sneaky thing.) i am offically very hardworking. except at home. and thats where the password benefits! aha!

underage sex is starting to bother me (i mean really, cant they wait till marriage?!)
bullocks! dont give us the crap about "because if you love the person, its okay to do it"
i mean, get real! you must be really bored..

"Hate never felt this good, whoever thought it could?"


mock-mocks are almost over and the real thing is approaching! i still never find some REAL time to study. It's so hard to just sit there and stare at the book.
funny thing is, i wanna pass but im tooooo lazy to study. god give me grace!


One week and passed and i keep telling myself, "tomorrow" :((((((((((

I take a breath and grab the phone,

Secretly hoping you're not home.

I'd leave a message I was out,

Out of my mind on drink and drugs.

this is me, AKA-shock face.









Groan. Lurch towards the kitchen. Door bell rings. Groan again. lurch in other direction. Groan thrice. Its actress-over-the-road.

my idea of a perfect day at school is when every teacher shouts at you during class. or sends you out. or catches you reading a book during her lesson or sends you to the responsible thinking classroom. its like detention. but not quite.
in that case, i think ive been having the perfect week!

Days drag by like snails pulled by sloths powered by very small solar panels in winter!
everyday gets longer, and longer well, except mondays. Monday's are always really fast.. its like one period after the next and then school's over. I'm also beginning to like my mother toung language. Everyday i learn something new about myself. and my cousin Geordan tried durians today, and hated it. I know a lot of people who doesnt like it. YOU PEOPLE ARE MISSING OUT ON A LOT.

Sarah: (day dreams while malay teacher is explaining intructions for malay hw)

Teacher: (catches Sarah looking blurr) Kamu faham? (you understand?)

Sarah: Ya. Faham, faham.

Teacher: okay? explain to the class.

Sarah: (stares blankly at everyone)

HAHAHAHAHA. i swear it was funny during malay class. okay now's like 1145pm.
my eyes feel like sandbags.. ew. not good. k gtg! nightzzzz

Grumps

"hi, im geordan. Concentrating on my game."

hi all! k good weekend i had. Saturday was quite boring until the night. followed jackie, cat, her cousin and my cousin to watch the fireworks. It was greaaaat! only it was too crowded, over flowing with people.. you cant even walk! it was with like 4635637826956 people around. everyone sweaty and smelly and.. wet. ew. but the fireworks were magnifico. i'll post the pics on my next entry. Jackie came to my place at like.. 930 in the bloody morning! my cousin was up earlier then me, she stayed over, while i was still in bed. Jackie jumped on my bed, hit the door, and made my dog bark. So i got up and left for church at 11.15 am. according to them, we 3 were late. But i didnt think so, still i was forced to leave the house. and then i got back at 2 pm. k homework to do, movie to watch, and friends to call. busy bee. aight bye all!