Oh, those were from saturday too. hahaha. The terrible-est paper is over! ACCOUNTS.
I'm not going to say i'm going to pass. But i'm not to sure if i'm going to fail either. However, i'm telling myself that i am going to fail it! So in case i do, it won't be so much of a let down!

Tomorrow is Wednesday, and then Thursday! THURSDAY. THURSDAAAAAAAAY

i ha te sing a pore's we a ther

aye Shay, can't wait to see you in November you funny short bastard.

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We're beggining to drink at everyone's birthday now, & one bottle is getting too little for the whole group of us. Today was Alex's birthday and she celebrated it with us! Not to mention she got so high, she went "who are you?" to Nes. Hahaha.
And losing her ciggerate pack. Check out the pictures!

Good evening! One more week of the exams and it's freedomeeeeeeeeee,
for about a new months, and then there's the mid years. But i try not to make myself think of that. I just had a can of redbull 10 minutes ago. I don't know why i have to stay up tonight. I just need too. I neeeeeeeeed too. i neeeeeeeeeeed too.
I also found out, that i study better in the middle of the night. But it's been scientifically (excuse my spelling if it's wrong) proven that human beings can only concentrate for 45 minutes straight till they cant concentrate anymore. See! you learn something new everyday.


I DID NOT GET IT FROM SNAPPLE FACTS.

peas!

My class calls my teacher Sunshine. Sunshine, i know. The teacher and my class are like... enemies preparing for battle. All the time. Other than my huge dislike for my form teacher, i've not been at it. Studying.

Good luck to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Also, we've been preparing my Alex's 15th. And we came up with a list of things to do. Drink. You see, chalet's wayyyyyyyyyy to expensive considering that we're already having one in June. So, it's hotel 81. hahahahaha. don't ask.

Empty another bottle,
And let me tear you to pieces.
This is me wishing you into the worst situations.
I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go,
But you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.

first exam tomorrow, wish me luck! it's all i can run on now.

One thing i realised while i was looking at all of Nique's picture, Anthony is the person with the most pictures of himself in her computer. Cause he either A) blocks someone in the picture, or B) says "eh, i want to be in the picture," and A is repeated. I think we should just get him a camera of his own.. or maybe not. The thought about it is so.. scary. He just might send it to everyone online like that Photo Album virus.

Today i went to the "library" to study. (uh huhhhh..). Ate a lot of sushi. like 3 people ate 35 plates. What?! It's a bloody buffet!
I cannot wait for the stupid exams to be over. Cause i want to see Nes.

Brown eyes, and lungs are filled with smoke.


I'm just in the mood to listen to this song over, and over again. I feel tired, but im not sleepy. I'm actually pretty restless. My eyes look droopy, but they're not tired! this is annoying. and it's only 7.20pm. About.. 5 hours till bed time......

Study, study, study. Sometimes i only have that one word in my head. But then i tend to drift away. I hate it! Especially when i know it's important. GAH!
Other then that, i've been having a pretty good times. I miss many things, people.
I even think i've gotten lamer over these past few days. It's almost.. scary.

why is 6 afraid of 7? Cause 7, 8, 9.
i know, it's not like you have to be super intelligent to understand that one.

today i've sworn to study. at least an hour or something. I will not break a promise! to um.. myself?

countdown starts today: 17 days.

'Cause love took her head like a thief, Took her heart like a robber'

Good morning. it's almost 1 am! The night was pretty okay. I went for tuition really early in the morning, then i headed to town. Caught Wild Hogs. It's a funny movie, if you're thinking about catching it, then you've made the right choice! Then, i headed to Home club. Hung out there till 10. and headed home. Caracal was good.. as alwayzzzzzzzzzzz. alrighty, time to sing songs, and annoy everyone in the house. tata!

I am convinced that i'm dating a mad man. Right now he's on the only person on the bus making weird noises.

i told him "i dont know what to say about you."

he goes "okay, i'll tell you what to say."

and i went "you're telling me what to say about you?"

hhhhi, i cant wait for monday.
it's just like ahiuethnkl3qj4naleituhnl3kjhnoaithjaln3kjhnaeiltkjhakenu5haeiptuhaenrkhaueth

Yesterday was interesting.. I watched teri sing in a competition and she got to the next round! i am so proud.. she's gonna be on national TV guys! haha. and then i got some Caracal, but it was an acoustic set. But they were still good nevertheless.Then i met anthony and shirleyyyyyyyyy. So me, nes, anthony and shirley headed to penin to get drinks and we just drank! It was a good night. Hahaha. i have alot of fun with nes. ok! i'll be off and away now.

"A combination of love and aggression."


I'm late, i'm late, i'm late. I hate to be late. Just like how i hate to be in trouble. But it's funny how i always seem find it...

I think i have waaaaaay to much free time. And i listen to my other friends and they're like "i've got so much homework i can't find time to study for the mid years." But there i am, going "yeahyeah, too much homework.." Nope. i've got no homework at all. So, what do i do during my free time? I laze around the house, read my story book, spend way to much time crying over love movies.

I've tried telling myself what might happen if i don't pass, but this irritating small part of my brain keeps ignoring it. It's like vibrating molecules in a metal object. One part vibrates and passes it on, and the next thing you know it's all vibrating..
That's a little like my brain. One part goes "oh, its alright. you don't need to study" and the message just passes down. And then my whole brain gets the message. 'OK GUYS, TASH IS LAZY TO STUDY TODAY. MAYBE TOMORROW." I know, i am pathetic.

Happy 15th Birthday Ruth! You may be all the way in Australia, But i will not forget anything about you. Patiently waiting for you to get back WITH THE DRESS! see you at the airport sweetheart,

love, tash.

"To me, you're strange and beautiful."


I hate being sick. I also have fever! FEVER. thank whoever who invented handphones, and laptops. At least i have something to do.Poor Nes, he's sick as well. But he doesnt have a heavy head and light body. hahaha.

One day indoors and it's killing me. And tomorrow's another day of nothing-to-do.

i mizz ernesto. oh and ruth.

This is us yesterday! & i've got the bloody flu! I hate it, i really really hate it! The whole day i was walking around with a packet of tissue, and a peice of tissue up my nostrial. yeah, i know.. gross. But flu's tend to do that to you. Make you look unglam and messy the whole day. Nobody would want a kiss from me right now. hahaha

What i also find funny is that i was only suppose to meet nes on Sunday (happy easter!) throughout the whole of last week.
But no, i ended up meeting him on thursday, friday, saturday. He couldnt make it on Sunday. Well 3 days is better than 1.
Now, i'm just gonna blow my nose and play with hair dye. adios! (what language is that?)

Goodevening! i thought of just posting before i go on the yearly visiting of churches stuff.
So i'll just explain the whole of yesterday's post. haha. I was talking to nes on the phone, and we saw shirley write to anthony"I love you planty!" which well, we know she meant planty as plenty. But i started laughing. All i started to see in my head was this huge garden....What?! I dont understand why i'm like that. I visualise words all the time. Which sometimes makes my imagination crazy. It's like a gift i can't control! ok. enough.

I just got back from intense sushi eating. like seriously. haha. I met nes, and we ate at sakae sushi for about an hour and a half, and tried this new sushi out. You should too! its call Ika. (yeah...um if you like eating rubber.). then we went to borders to look at joke books. hahaha.

Hey nes, how do you confuse blokes?
You can't, they're born that way. :P

Um..

How do you know if a bloke's waiting for sex?
If he's awake!

and many more...

Lately, i've been feeling like this :

written by; Tash& Nes. (Mostly by nes) actually all of it. haha

Hello, this is tasha. I am back after becomming green with Nes. Today i went to Basil's party and saw naked guys in the toilet - Faiz, the fat ass. And he threw cheese at me! I'm gonna get him back! Other then that, i didn't do much today except slack and hang out with Nes.

When i was going home, My uncle came to fetch me and Nique and he saw me with A super Handsome (x4), uber hot guy in green and after that he told my parents and now they know i have a super Handsome (x4) uber hot boyfriend. I think that i like girls more than guys sexually.....................NOTTTT! April fools!

I am going to go now and think about my super handsome (x4) uber hot boyfriend. Ok, bye babes. MUACKS!

Good morning! It's 9am, i've got no idea why i'm up early. This is so unlike me. Anyway, i got up about half an hour ago thinking "should i go to nes's place? mmmmmmm.. an hour and a half bus ride? pfffft." So then i came to a conclusion, NO.
Yesterday the topshop thing was pretty good. Then everyone headed back to topshop and shopped. At about 8, me and nique joined the guys cause they were gonna jam. Then we headed home at 10.30pm. I'm usually not this specific either!
Shut up. Bye.

I didn't go to school today! SUCKERSSSSS. Only if Nes came up with the skip-school-together plan earlier then it would have been better. But no, he only came up with that yesterday, when i was in school studying and he was at home lying in bed.
Pfffffft.

I had sushi yesterday but im going today again. I can't seem to stop eating it. it's okay, like he said "More to love!" if i get fat.Hahaha. So much for not going to school, i've got nothing to do at home. I picked up my math textbook just now to 'flip through'. So later i'm gonna meet Nes for lunch then Nique and the rest for some topshop thing.

Laterzzzzzz

Nes: Do you want to hear a joke?
Tash: Okay, if you really want too...

[After the joke....]

Tash: Oh, the end?
Nes: Yeah, that was it.

hahaha

This photo was from today. When like those 3 monkeys came to my place this afternoon. So we got bored, and started playing with the camera in the laptop. Hahah. Then nique headed to meet Mark, while me nes and jackie went to Bugis!

"Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head."

You guys should listen to 'The Feel Good Drag" by Anberlin. In the beginning of the song you'll think "mmm.. ok, not bad i guess.." Then it enters the chorus and you go like "god, this song is fucking great!" Trust me, you gotta listen to the whole song.

Okay, what did i do today? mmm, what did i do today? haha. I went to school and got caught for the tongue stud, but i just ran off! what?! seemed like the only thing i could do.. Okay, so then i went to the coffee shop to eat some amazing Chiggen Chope (chicken chop.) And not long after, i headed home!

ok, i will not answer any more questions. the end. fullstop. goodbye.

I'm sneaking glances...


I'VE FAILED MYSELF! i didnt go to boom's party. Boo... it's alright. I told Keith if he's going, he should bring like a bottle cause the drinks are like free flow. So then he can like transfer drinks into the bottle and we can all save it for a rainy day! haha. What?! Desperate times call for desperate measures!

Tomorrow is BOOM'S birthday. and it's free drinks at her pub! gahhhhhh but it's a freakin school day on friday.
tempting, very very tempting. one part of me's going "GOGOGO! FREE DRINKSSSS" and the other part's like "NO, YOU CANT! YOU'VE GOT SCHOOL. YOU PROMISED......" hahaha. its like good vs bad. oh shut up! i'll think of something...

sorry for not being around the past few days! been at a few stuff. all those picture's are from keith's crazy birthday.
we all just sat behind some buiding and started wasting away.....
it was pretty fun. keith got high (just like he wanted to be). It was a good night.
Some of them went clubbing after that. I just headed home.
Before that we kinda went to homeclub to watch a few bands, then we headed to drink.
too bad it was a stupid 1 week holiday. i'm looking forward to june. definately!

"We hate the sun, & we love the rain."

I went to the zoo today! We practically walked around the whole/half of the zoo. It rained half way and then headed for shelter.
Cause mark and shiv were going to jam, and nique was heading home.. Me, Nes, Anthony and Shirley had nothing to do.
So we decided to head to town to catch a movie. HOWEVER, the movie times were far too late.

So in the end, the 4 of us found ourselves eating at Burger King (except me of course) and Just sitting there for an hour.
We didnt do much. Talked, Laughed at eachother. That sorta thing. hahaha.
I think life's good like this!

Tongue hurts. Tongue hurts. Tongue hurts, Tongue hurts.
Ben was right! I've entered depression stage!
It's when you can't eat, and you hate yourself your piercing your tongue.
I'm convinced im going to die of hunger.
Tomorrow before i head too the zoo, im going to Cold Storage.
I'm gonna get some baby food so i can keep myself full the whole day.

I mean now, i can't even eat a piece of cake! Pffffffft.
I didn't think i was gonna be this useless. hahaha.
Okay, now im going to listen to some...
Kaiser Chiefs, and take care of this tongue of mine.

THANKS ENG-GONG-GEH!

I think my life is so exciting, and i'm so happy to the point that i think i could burst into a hundred pieces. haha.
But sometimes i feel i lack alot of things in life. Then again, i think that's pretty okay.
Cause everyone has thier moments, and i think mine just passed.

Everything's obvious.
The way you put your hand on me,
The way you talk so easily,
The way your lips are glistening.

:)

"Since we're feeling so amazed with time.."

10th march, 10th march, 10th march, 10th march! :D
It is here ladies and gentlemen! we've all been waiting for this haven't we?
I've been waiting for this!
(Take note of the "we've" im only refering to myself. hahaha)

Today there was a hell lot of traveling for nothing!
45 mins of traveling to Harbourfront, then half an hour of talking to ben (+3 other girls), keith &mike,
then 15 mins of going to sentosa, just to find myself in the car with 7 other people,
driving back to harbourfront. Next thing i know, im 20 mins late, pass 10.30.
Cursing and Swearing at my day. cause every one bit of my night was wasted.

Tash: what's happening today.
Nique: oh we're meeting everyone?
Tash: who's the everyone?
Nique: oh you know.. just everyone.
Tash: is 'everyone' just you and mark?

ALRIGHT, i'll give you a proper update about my life. Nothing much would excite you but if you insist i must tell you, then i will!
You didn't really insist did you? Of course not! shut up. I'll just tell you.

Okaaaaaaay, lets see. I'm not going to be grounded starting from tomorrow. (so big big celebrations there!)
Studies? um, what i really suck at is Physics and Accounts. Those two damn subjects! I'd like to burn it. hahaha
Though my life is real exciting right now! ;) (I know you can't stand the irony. one moment i'm telling you it's not exciting and the next, im telling you it's real exciting. you must be like 'what is wrong with the girl?!') hahaha.

If you were wondering as well, I actually don't have answer for that! Except i think i might be mad. Possible? yes... very.
Oh dig this, I recently had a dream of people coming to my house to play board games with me. My friend told me It could be that i've stayed at home too long. I had to agree with her. She's so right...

Mum: "Tash, have you learned anything from being grounded?"
Tash: "Um. yeah?"
Mum: "Yeah?"
Tash: "I mean, Duh!"

Our conversations couldn't get any lamer. okok. You're probably thinking this was a waste of your time to read this post.
I think so too. I just realised how unecissary this post was. GOODBYE!

"The bible in th drawer? What'd it ever do for me?" i say.


why put a new address on the same old loneliness?
Hi. I feel whole again!
I dont feel irritated or annoyed about anything in the house.
Maybe it's because the march holidays are comming! wwwwwheeweet.
Don't worry, i didnt drink today.

The concert? oh, the concert.... It was good.
I couldn't move my arm for a number of days though.
But now i'm fine! hahaha.
A few of my friends got caught for stealing umbrellas in school.
I dont know wether to laugh or cry. So comical. haahha.

okok, time for me to watch THE ARENA.
tegaiejrgnalegnaotuehabt
by.

"I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it."

A very good afternoon to you all! Today's such a busy day. I've got 2 important things to do.
1) GET MY EZ LINK CARD BACK.
2) FALL OUT BOY CONCERT.

I haven't been so excited for anything in such a long time. I know, i know, you're probably imagine me holding a big sign saying "NUMBER 1 FAN IN SINGAPORE!" piss off! hahah.

I'll be goin now. Gotta get ready to meet anthony so we can get our ez link card back.
I don't know why he's in such a hurry. The concert's not until 8 and his dinner isn't till 6 -_-
alright. chill yo!

I feel pretty stupid, thinking about it.
I mean, i had like a few days left till i
wasn't grounded anymore in jan.
& i had too. I just had too! i feel real stupid.

But im too lazy to regret. I mean, is that
even possible? hahaha.
I guess i probably wasn't thinking right.
Or well, that's what i'm gonna say today.
But tomorrow, i'll be telling you to
"DO FIRST, THINK LATER" hahaha.

I like to tell myself that this is growing years.
Keeps me from feeling guilty i guess.
But guilty about what? pffffffft. It's ok, i change
my mind. I don't feel guilty.

Alright, i've gotta 'sleep' now.
take carexxxo

"lts something so good, but it can't function no more"

I don't go to school on monday,
and the next thing i know, im totally lost in class.
I get like 3 tests in one day. and beat this,
i even have one tomorrow.

I can do this! It's a just a few days left!
I've been pretty good. Real good.
There's been no jumping out of window's
or anything. haha. so, that's fine.

Ben's having a open house. AGAIN.
8-12 or 13. im not sure. haha.
the last time was.. well we fliped the whole house.
now, im gonna study for the stupid accounts test tmr.

later!

"Salt tasting tears"


Today is a very boring afternoon.
No where to go, and no one to entertain me.
Lana asked me to join her today at DXO.
I didn't really answer that question.
I just pretty much stared at her cause she
seemed to have forgotten something.

I hope people head to my house today.
Anyone. Teri, or any of my other friends.
Everyone's in the 'not sure' mode though.
It's ok. i'll just enjoy the pleasure of my company.
Now im just gonna drown myself in television,
and diet coke.

Goodbye!

"Fall into you, that's all i ever do."




Hola! yeah, okay so i went back to school
after chinese new year and i was like time
to let everyone know how much i had!
so i'm like "guys, i got $200!"
(look, i know it isn't much, but hey im not chinese,
it's a big deal to me. i mean 200! 200!)
then my good friend (fully chinese) goes like
"hello! you got 200? not bad.."
"yep! so how much did you get?"
"oh.. it's nothing much. quite little."
"its okay, just tell me."
"oh alright... i got $1000"

yeah so it did put me in my place.
whatever, i mean chinese new year
is chinese new year. im pretty happy with 200.

alright, i'll be off, off and away now!
(why do i suddenly crave for sushi now? argh!)

this is my cousin. we took this yesterday.
he has this real half dead face.
just feel free to laugh at him.
i just got back from tracking at macrichie.
a series of events happened.
firstly, we wore slippers to track cause
my cousin forgot to tell me that her
backyard was a macrichie reservoir!
and then we got lost. but, we managed to
find our way back! what an adventure.

for now, im trying to live one day at a time
till march where i wont be grounded anymore.

Firstly i would like to appolagize for not
posting for the last few many days.


Been just a few mishapes.
however, things are still very much the same.
still miss ruth,
still grounded,
and a list of other things that might bore you
if i put up a really long list. hahaha.

just mins ago i was sipping my coke
and some left over smirnoff from my cupboard.
no, dont worry, i'm fine, im fine.
just 20 more days and i would have served my
sentence in this prison at home. hahaaha.
i think its the alcohol. so i'm just gonna end here.
but if you were wondering, i had a pretty good night.
actually it was real good. hahaha
you guys, gong xi fa cai!
or however you spell it. peace!

good afternoon! it's a saturday afternoon
and im home doing nothing.
ok, not nothing. soon im going to do my math
homework. and everyone can't make it to my place
today. titsss!

i've got 22 more days left. nono i mean, 25.
i can hang in there! valentines day im gonna stay
Jia Hui's place. dont ask. it's actually because
of school. really long story. and im too lazy to explain.
hahaha.

for now, im still trying to live in this prison.
take care ya'll!

ps: im quite curious to know how much bren got for
his o'levels.

countdown: 28 more days!

dont fret everyone!
or, well, me.

goodmorning! hahaha.
only cause its 7am in the morning.
its only the 6 of Feb,
which means i've got a good 29 more
days to go. haha.

it's been pretty boring at home (obviously)
nothing much i can do.
i think im becomming mad. seriously.
and now im happy to go to school.
i mean, who's happy to go to school?!
thats cause its the only place i get to go.
:(((

ok, my life doesnt sound that sad.
i've got friends who come to my house
once in a while. so its not that bad right?
right.............
see, i told you. i am becomming mad.

hi. whats up.
its been 2 terrible days!
we got caught! well, me and nique.
i should have waited bloody 5 days
till the ungrounding period.

now im grounded till march holz
i want to hit myself.hahaha

you'll hear from me soon!
i promiseeeeeeeeee

hey guyzzz!
hahaha im pretty bored now.
just got to JiaHui's house to chill.
only for like 10 mins. my mum's commin
to get me soon and then i'll be on my way
to Riley's birthday partyt

pffffft. little kids.
i swear they're gonna be annoying
"ooo. lets rub mud on tash!" idiots!
its all the way at pasir ris park.
tits! im just gonna call someone while
i'm there to annoy. hahaha
and the lucky one is.....................

"Maybe we're victims of fate, We'd drink and get high till late"

sorry about the irregular entries!
i've been pretty busy.
like earlier today i just got back from camp.
my legs& arms hurt and my stomach aches.
nope, not one of the best camps. i'd say the worst.

sorry if i sound real negetive about everything.
but that's the way it is!
i just thank god that i dont have school tomorrow.
the weekend is near, and soon i wont be grounded
no more! but that means ruth's leaving soon.

there was this one time at the camp i laughed hard.
this girl was blind folded and she was suppose to
rock climb with all the people downstairs giving her
directions on where to go and shit. hahaha
me and my friend kept confusing her like.
"okay, when you reeach the post office, turn left"
"then at the hospital make a right,
and go straight all the way. dont stop know!"
hahaha. we just had too..
i might get my specs tmr.
stupid lenses for the old one came off.
tits!

it's sunday eveningg
and the weekend just ended or is ending.
teri's party. lets see, hahaha
i think it was pretty good. until.......
alexsondra knocked me and my phone fell
and then it couldnt work.
so with the infuence of alcohol i started
screaming at her and bla bla blaa
haha

i remember being sooooooo angry,
i started laughing. jiahui and jackie
didnt know what the bloody hell to do.
first i stared at alex, like i wanted to kill her
and 3 mins later, i just started laughing.
&the birthday girl? lets just say, she was gone.
i know she had a good time. everyone drank,
well except ruth.

there was also this one time i wanted to pour
some bombay gin for teri,
but i ended up pouring it all on my pants.
everyone just laughed at me. i was sooo angry
but then i just laughed along with them too.

when i got home, i slept for 2 hours
and joined the rest at 2am at parkway.
and i missed shay's flight! tits!
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

THE WEEKEND IS HERE LADIES&GENTLEMEN.

i've been waiting for it since
34983398453 days. ok, not quite.
but still, it's been a long and tiring week.
this weekend is going to be great. i hope.

teri's got a party tmr, and like on sunday...
i'll sleep in and go for mass in the evening.
looks like i've got everything planned out!
i can do it! just 12 more days till im ungrounded.
pretty long more, but i dont have a choice.
except the window? gah!

If only you were here
Things would be more magical.
If I were there
Right now would be more radical.

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
kbye

yo! and how was everyone's wednessday?
hang in there! two more days to go,
and its the weekened!

DEDICATED TO BEN, AND BEN ONLY:
One of my other friends said my
eyes were nice. so, it IS TRUE.
look, just deal with it ok?

comming back to where i left off,
today i went to bedok macs to use the toilet.
but i ran into my friends there.
so we just hung out and chilled
i left about 5.30? and so did everyone else.
however we're all thinking of going to
the match now. S'pore against Indo.
i want too but im just too lazy.

for now, you guyz chill! see ya

The Arena is a fierce tv show
i mean, the contestants look like
they want to hit eachother. hahaha
who cares

happy birthday jackie! hahaha
should i take physics tuition?
yes no yes no yes? no?
i'm still deciding. cause seriously,
if not i'll be busy the whole bloody week!
difficult decision.

this sat's teri's party. its gonna be pretty
chill cause everyone's gonna be drinking
and shit. im finally getting my
bombay gin! hahaha.
its only the 2nd day of the week
and i feel like its been 5 dayzzz
im just lazy. lazzzzzy.

"cause i'll regret everything that i've said"

even before the drinks..


so check the pictures out,
they are pretty funny.
some of us were pretty outta hand,
but we definately all had fun.

after me nique & jackie
got in the cab, we didnt have conversations.
i guess we were too stoned, tired, and happy.
nique pratically smiled the whole journey home,
i just sat still, looking straight.
jackie just fell alseep. hahaha

it kinda reminded me of the holidays..
cant wait to be ungrounded. yaaaahooooo

these are all the pictures from saturday!
there are more, but give us a little more time


hi! 2.17am. where should i start?
The weekend's been pretty good.
I started Saturday looking at houses.
& in the evening we went to betris's party.
drank, had fun. i made new friends!
Basil and um.. joseph! YES! joseph!

and this is sunday morning now,
pretty soon im gonna meet
anthony, jackie and whoever that's coming
along to eat at simpang. hungry, hungry!
We didnt really eat much at the party.
i left at like 1015? stupid cerfew.
aaaah i hate cerfews. but today was
one of the only days we drank really early.
doesn't matter, we had fun!
or at least, i had fun.

Feelings you never knew,
Pulling you under now.
You're fighting the undertow
Before it sucks you down.

"Still living,sinking,falling,drifting.."

sorry that you'll never love again,
im sorry for being sorry all the time.

good evening.
the second week of school is all studying.
i dont really have time to hang out.
oh, yesterday though, i met all of them.
thank goddd it was ages since all of that.

ohoh, this saturday is full of action!
1) hang out the afternoon with my bestfriends,
2) crash a partyyyyy ;)
3) wonga's openhouse!

till then i'll have to go through tomorrow.
peace!

Your carefully crafted words
Ring with the sweet promise of truth
& half my hopes beyond my reach
With all, love fell for you

Good evening ladies and gentlemen!
It's a great evening to hang out and chill,
Especially if its raining in your area.

I got up today with a thought hitting my head
as hard as a brick. and throughout the
whole day, i had this terrible headache.
I wanted to sleep, study and stay awake
all at once. hahaha.

I went to parkway in the afternoon
for some groceries and Shay
wanted to get a jumper too.
So we went to Topman, and he got it.
It was all boring till i attemped to sing
a Ronan Keating song and sang the
wrong lyrics. hahaha
so i guess we had a good laugh there.
you know sometimes when you're so
sure of something, you think you're right,
just so confident. but.. you actually aren't?
yup. that was a good example.

take care everyone!

I'm feeling really queasy right now.
i can feel my redbull and other stuff
swirling around in my tummy,
making me feel sick.

the night is still young,
and of course im still nocturnal.
i hate how i go to bed everynight
lying down for about an hour and ahalf
before i fall deep into sleep.

i want the holidays to come.
i need the holidays to come.
i want to get out of singapore.

Good Afternoon Ladies & Gentlemen!
(i like to think people actually read my blog)
so anyway, the whole of my sunday is filled with nothingness.

I got up at 3pm, and was too late for mass.
or actually, i could still catch the 6 one.
i'll think about it.

being grounded really sucks.
there's nothing much you can do..
except sit and stone, think, read.
i mean, it really puts you to the test.
like how long you can actually sit still,
or read, or come up for a new record on
how long you can be on the computer.
(if your laptop can last)

i hope that every good thing that happened
over the weekend will help me survive
this whole terrible 5 days at school.
take care ya'll!

i've been seeking glances
& writing lines about you.

11pm yesterday night,
i heard people knocking on my home door.
so i open the door, shay, zaki and corey was there.
i let them in and they planned to leave at 2 or 3.
hahaha. instead, we all stayed up the whole way.
laughing and talking for whole 7 hours in my kitchen.

today though,
for lunch, i had sushi which was good of course,
and headed home for a while.
slept at 3 got up at 6.30 and called ben.
they were in town so i went to meet them.
hung out for abit then came home.
but in a while, im gonna meet them
and we're gonna drive around. hahahaha

xoxo!

its at like 9.05pm.
fridays have never been so.. lonely.
hahaha. normally i'd be out now.
i'm meeting them later though.
for nowwww i have this 'urge'
yes, urge! to watch Lord Of The Rings.

i want time to go by real fasttt
i "need" the March holidays to come.
im grounded this whole of jan.
im not letting anything stop me though.
like later, im going out. hahaha.
just now shay asked me to follow him to tm
aaaarrrrr so very tempting, but i couldn't!

so now i'll probably chill around my house,
watch abit of Lord Of The Rings.
and wait till 12 or something.

<3, ttttashtit
i hate that <3 sign. disgusting!

good evening! how has 2007 been treating you?
mine's been pretty okay.
resolutions suck! i haven't ate veggies much.
studies are good (considering its only day 2 in school)
falling inlove (shhhhh)
BEN YOU ARE READING THIS.
BUT PLEASE KINDLY PISS OFF.
hahahaha.

today i kinda just met everyone after school
and hung out in town. i thought my day was okay,
till i saw my time table and was like..
"3 periods of math, and accounts?!?!?!?!"
geeeeeeeeezuz
i'm just gonna die soon, seriously.
you guys have a great 2007 yes?
seeeeya

happy new year! yeahy eah, its a brand new start.
bla bla blaaaaaaaaaa
new years eve was real fun!
we went to vivo, and this time i bought my own vodka.
felt very.. independant.
my own, speaking of which, i have half left.
so we met everyone and went to vivo.
and drank awaaaaay,
hung out there and shit

Nes: okayy they're counting down.
Tash: 8, 7, 6, 5, (and then suddenly i forget what no. we're at)
oh shit! what number are we at?
Nes: happy new year!
Tash: -_- okok. happy new year!

then i went home for a while,
and a few of them were at anthony's place,
and had a fun night.
everyone was trying to watch BORAT,
but me and anthony was just singing very loudly.
we were all quite gone. hahahaha.
i caught the first sunrise though!

ok guys, make the best of 2007!
ya'll will hear from me soonnn
peace yaaaw! \ V /
( )

12.08am! do you realise what this means?
for those of you who don't, this means that,
its the last day of the year. hahahahaha
(no, i haven't been drinking)

i'm so ready to usher in the new year!
good bye 2006! goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
resolutions resolutions, i have came up with 3.

ONE: BECOME A VEGETARIAN.
(but im still gonna eat steak, meat lovers pizza.. ect, ect.)
ok so thats not a vegetarian but i'll make an acception.

TWO: BE IN THE TOP 10 STUDENTS IN CLASS.

THREE: FALL IN LOVE.
(i know, that it might not happen, no, but i want it too)

so there you go! this time, i intend to stick to it.
i hope everyone has a great new years eve.
go do whatever you want. like what operah said,
"do something you'd never thought you would ever do,
and while you're doing it, enjoy every moment of it."
well.. its not exactly what she said. but close enough!
so, happy new year in advance!

Ps; ANTHONY IS STILL ALIVE!!!!

heyheyheyyyyyyyyyy homies!

today was rather productive. i actually did something!
(i know, i know. we'll save the celebration for later)
however, tonight is a rather boring one. cause..
1) its 2am, and im still not tired.
2) i've got not many people to keep me company tonight.
3) ...

there's only two.
felt good to talk to Shay today.
after all, he is gonna be my cousin.
he's pretty funny. hahaha.
i'll bring him around singapore,
althought there's not much to see..
just the good parts.

i hate that i have to live another day till new years eve!
arghhhhhhhhhh common 30th, pass faster
this is killing meeeeeeeeeeeeee. rawr

'I'm so full of love, It deeply sickens me'

I've spent the past 2 days at home, doing nothing!
As pathatic as it seems.. it really is.
But then, after all i am actually grounded.
Still that doesn't mean if someone called
Me out, i wouldn't join them, hell yeah i would!
It's just that no one's asked me to join them. yet.

It's so boring at home i could shit my pants.
It's like im looking at my phone just...
Waiting for any idiot to call me. seriously.
Actually, i wanted to go for sushi today.
Hahah, but my bestfriend had to go for dinner.
So, i guess.. not today then.

I've been watching tv the whole day,
I know the whole of P'diddy's life!
So let me just elaborate on that.
Not long after his Hollywood career started,
That poor man was accused of shooting someone.
So then he went to court and stuff,
And thankfully, he was announced innocent.
But then his gf dumbed him,
Cause everyone looked down on him and shit.
Then his buisness starts failing.
Not long after, he picks him self up,
And he get's a role in a movie and everyone see's
That he's not too bad and then slowly...
His career geta back on track and then he does
"Making The Band" and slowly, becomes famous.
And now, he's new album is out.
You can catch it in HMV or any music shop.

hahahahah. go on, laugh at me.

Why did i come here?
These humans suck.
I'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely.
I'm not trying to sound insincere,
But the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads,
"Wish you were here"
How i wish i could dissapear.

dig this.
Faiz - split his chin when trying to do a stunt.
result: failed miserably.

Tasha + Nique - Screw up lie.
result: grounded.

Nes - Breaking house rulezzz
result: grounded.

Anthony - Operation, and in hospital now.
result: might, (and could possibly) miss new years eve.

Keith - (lets just say.. its comming for him)
result: feeling very busted. for breaking girls heart.

hahahaha. i knowwww, what a group.
i can't help but laugh myself.
but no one's stoping me on new years eve.
im just gonna run out of the house if i have too.
hahahaha. okok. take care ya'll!
enjoy every last bit of your holiday left!

im addicted to words and faces.

Have yourself a merry little christmas,
Let your heart be light,
From now on, our troubles will be out of sight.

good evening! its now 1.30 in the morning.
and ive had a rather good christmas eve, & day.
i've celebrated it with all the people i'd plan too.
headed to jackie's place today. ate like a pig.
Tash: what's that?
Jackie: oh, pork ribs. (puts one on my plate)
Tash: nono, i "need" another one.

and then.. later on in the train.

Anthony: What?! Wonga's the only dog i can go out with!
Tash: No la, there's Bren, Ben, and Jeff? That's more dogs then you expected.

i was grouned today. (again?!?!) yeah, yeah. i know.
its not something i wanted, but there wasnt any cabs!
aaaah. its all shirley's fault! everything is.
(me and nes came up with this.
if there was anything wrong in our lives, it was all shirley's fault)

we went to bugis today, met the usuals.
then after that had some fun. (you know what im talking about.)
and headed home. hahaha. that's when i got grounded!
jesus christ. so for now. im just gonna wait till anthony calls me.
or i'll wait till 3 to call anthony and ask him what he want to do.
cause seriouslyyyyy im real bored. bye.

JUST LIKE WE DO..

merry christmas! its about, 2.10 in the morning.
i had a great christmas eve. there was a party at nique's.
and all our friends came. ok not all..
we're not 'all' without nes, keith and shirley.

we've all kind of decided on a formal dinner.
not sure when but, it will definately happen.
tomorrow will be a hectic day of visiting and eating.
dressing up is gonna be tiring.
for now, stay jolly.

"Not even i will tell.."

"Just know, I won't tell. Maybe.. just maybe"



wow. this is getting exciting. i can't wait for next year!
hahaha. im gonna miss this holidays though.
this.. drinking almost every alternate days,
sneaking out to ben's no-parents home.
following anthony to his hospital visits.
traveling to pasir panjang just for a great night!
(which will still happen every saturday next year)
being on the phone till 10 in the morning.
and of course the great 7.30pm get-ups,
then going out the whold night. hahaha.

which of cours led to a grounding.
happened last night, when i got back at 12.30.
but what the hell! it wasn't my first time,
she just happened to catch me yesterday.
but its okay, i had fun, and i still will.
so i cant wait for next year. i hope anthony will be okay.
:D

You are one of God's mistakes
You crying, tragic waste of skin
I'm well aware of how it aches
And you still won't let me in
Though I don't like you anymore
You lying, trying waste of space

a very good afternoon! it still hasn't rained.
i stayed up the whole night. and then well
watched The Exorcism: The Heretic.
i had Nes on the other line. hahaha.
me and him were just trying to irritate Ben.
we typed the same things, on msn.
and wrote it the same time. and everything was
just so.. random. it was something like..
"queer as folk" so, in the end he just blocked us.
we actually had something else to say. damnnn
it's alright, we always have tonight. :)

I think it's the weather that's making me feel this way.
But i like it. this whole.. serenity.
And on the other side of me,
1) need to eat [x]
2) i want it to rain
3) need to laugh [x]

Well, go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe it to love
And it all depends on you

If I had to I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask would you like that?
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down Sore and sick

hola! okok today was like rainy day.
it just kept raining and raining, non-stop.
(duh, if i said raining and raining, obviously it was nonstop -_-)

okayyy WHAT-EVERRRRRR.
i spent like the whole day with my 3 cousins.
on the way home, we saw this girl in the train.
it was the whole typical ahlian, i-am-goth kinda look.
she had hair all over her face! jesus christ.
maybe it's cool to have your hair that way.
then i must be so out of fashion hahahaha
today we did a little shopping,
i guess i'll save my money for another rainy day.

maybe later i'll just kinda like head to ben's place.
see what they're all up too. probably some alcohol,
and card tricks. or some computer games and dvd's.
ok its 11.28pm. i think i'll sleep for abit.
take care you guys!

this is the only photo he has in his computer

the celebration that we had yesterday, was a blast.
first, it all a started at Ben's pool side
then we upgraded to his house after his parents left.
they went for a holiday, and will be back on the 21st.
so as for now, ben's home is like.. a hostel.
everyone doesnt go home. just stays at his place.

so about yesterday, we upgraded to ben's place at.. 5am.
straight away we took out some of his drinks, and ours.
Nes and Anthony shared and bought vodka for me.
thanks thanks thanks. i love the them
actually, the drinking already started about 2am at the poolside.
so by 5am, we all were high but still felt that it wasn't enough.
so the whole celebration and drinking ended at 11am.
and well, lets just say, we really trashed his house.

now, its 6.52am and im at anthony's place.
in about an hour (im guessing) we'll be going to the hospital.
anthony's might go for some operation,
so im just gonna accompany him. i should start charging him soon.
maybe bout... $7 an hour. hahahaha
he always wants me to follow him here and there.

as for now, im fighting to stay awake while anthony is
really restless rolling around his bed -_-
im hungry and going to see what food he has
tata for nowwwww

happy birthday to me


Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit.

ooo nes, check it outtttt

If you keep asking me,

I'll melt away in the summer air.

It won't hurt half as much

And i'll beg for you to stop it now.

ok, its 3.30am.

im still thinking about meeting

anthony, wonga, shiv and faizal.

should i? but im sick.

what the heell, i think i'll just go.

is not like i'll die if i go. hahaha

hey, ok! i actually did go out in the end.
at 3am Faizal was online then he was like..
"hey tash, are you bored? lets go out."
then i was like.. "alamakkkk. now you tell me."
but you know, it was a rather boring night..
so i was like "okok, meet you in 20mins"

soooooo i was on the phone with ben,
while waiting for this idiot to come.
next thing i know, anthony's cycling towards me.
and he says,
"HELLO! my bike is damn cool" so i laugh and laugh..
"stole it?"
"two actually.. i needed it to travel. from bedok to tamp"
so we laughed and laughed. then from far,
i see faizal and his friend cycling.
as they get closer, me and anthony realise that
the other guy is carrying some kinda.. ball.
and then oh wait no.. its a green ball.
hey, noooooo it isn't, its a watermelon!

then i look into the bicycle, there are rambutans.
hahaha. me and anthony laugh and laugh again.
then faizal and his friend tells us they stole it
from some shop that left thier fruits out.
so we just hang around tampines the whole time,
eating some rambutans and laughing under blocks.

this is, by far, the best holiday yet.

time: 2.42 am
weather: windy
mood: tired, curious

wow, its Dec 10th. soon, my birthday's coming.
not much of a big deal, really.
i was suppose to have a party,
but i got quite lazy after that and called it off.
sorry guys!

however, quite a few people want to celebrate it.
so they've decided to have a little party.
i dont really mind. after all, i dont need to pay at all.

oooooooo. think about it everyone.. 2007!
i really want it too come fast but,
a little of me wants it to take a longggggg time.
2006 was an exciting year. i did everything i wanted too.
met great people, ate great good, heard good music.
i absolutely dont regret anything i did.
dont get me wrong, im really sad that ruth's going.
but i think she'll enjoy herself there, i dont know?
we'll see. as for now, i'll wait patiently for 2007.

:D

good afternoon! so far, everything is running smoothly.

hahaha. like today, i got up earlier then i expected.

and later there's a gig at my school.

i guess i'll go, since Gabriel's band is playing!

GO CARACAL!!!!!!!!!

today was all about cucumbers.

its not like the whole day's over yet,

but i helped my grandmother cook.

all i did was help my grandmother cut cucumbers.

she was so feirce about how they had to look a certain way.

but wth? its cucumbers, they all look the same!

so maybe they didnt matter to me, but it did to her.

its ok, i enjoyed cooking anyway.

thanks grandma!

ok, and one more thing.

girls have too really stop whining about the guys they like,

it just makes it sound worst then it actually already is.

hi, today i didn't really feel like having conversations.

everything was so irritating.

there was nothing i did today that was very interesting either.

last night wasn't that fantastic.

i think it was a waste of my bloody time,

don't get me wrong though,

there was good times.

just that i could have spent my time

doing something more worthit.

i travelled to the west side for nothing!

and wasted $20.

and when it was in the morning,

i went to meet my friend for breakfast.

this is making me angry.

tomorrow i've decided to go out alone.

everyone is irritating.

i can't stand it.

PS; im sorry this entry isn't funny.

i'm just not in the mood.

It's so wrong, but it feels so right.

Jackie is absolutely right! we need more time.
for the holidays, for christmas for everything.
i mean, you go out everyday and the next thing you know,
christmas is coming, then new years eve,
then the whole new year and school. this is too much!
i can't take the presure!
i want to enjoy this, make it last....

how about last night? it was too normal.
i went to gas haus with a group of people.
and we kinda just hung out, listening to good songs
like practically the whole day.. from 3pm-11pm.
some guy dropped his specs and his lenses came out
while he was moshing, and mark picked it up for him.
hahaahah. what a stupid fool.

hey everyone! its 12.51 am and im really hungry.
the only way out of that, is maggee mee. god, i hate that stuff.
so anyway. nique is helping me out with the noodles.

like.. earlier ago. i wanted to watch a DVD.
THE DEPARTED. so i was like..
"common, lets go outside to watch it."
nique: " omg.. i need to carry my wires into the fish room.."
and then she just started mumbling. hahaha.
it was hilarious i tell you!

and yesterday, we stayed up the whole night.
5 of my friends. jamming ended at about 12am.
and we were all the way at kallang! so you already guessed,
no trains, no busses. hahaha.
we stood there for and hour just thinking. THINKING.
so we 5 came up with a plan..
hijack bicycles. hahaha. not so smart, but was kind of
the only thing we could do. hahaha.
oh, did i mention we had only $10? well, thats all we had.

in the end, we just decided to flag a cab, and beg the uncle to
bring us to Pasir Panjang, cause thats where we wanted to go.
hahaha. the whole night was about having fun.
wont forget it.

Bren: just now i really sucked at daytona man.
Tash: yeah, honestly, you really sucked.
Bren: cause it wasn't a motorcycle la, if not i would
be speeding. give me a motorcycle, and i'll show you
some real hong kong speeding.

hahahahahaha.
okok, if you were me,
you'd be laughing till you can't breathe.

"that's bad news, so why am i secretly happy?"


i hate myself! nono.. its nothing suicidal. hahaha
ok, i just spent $124 on a pair of heels. :((((((
hold up! the actual price was 248! it was a gd deal.
depressing, i know. but it was so.. nice.
and the best part is, i dont use heels much.
i know but i guess its a present for myself.
for being such an understanding, caring, kind
and special human being.

hahahaha. i just got off the phone with bren
after a good hour. he is funny.
really, really, funny. he could be like MR BEAN 2.
i mean, he's got the potential.
ok, so he tried to teach me "hong kong speeding.."
on the phone. and he sounded really mono-tone.
it was funny. thanks bren, i needed a good laugh!
there was even this like.. moment when she started
mumbling. hahaha. and after a few seconds, he went like..
"oh no i think im very tired" hahaha.

okok, i need to get ready now. going to meet my friendzzz
and jackie for a while, she's gonna pass me something.
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

its 3.18am. hahaha.

ben said the last entry was UNfunny.

im sorry that i failed to make you laugh 2day.

maybe its because no one made me laugh today.

i mean, a penguin from Happy Feet made me laugh,

but its not really a real person.

cause firstly, its fiction and it only

moves cause the computer tells it too. hahaha.

ok this is sleepy talk. in moments like this..

i think of bren.. and his

"hong kong speeding..." moments.

look at this! he's not even next to me and im

laughing just thinking about him

dancing and singing. one day, i'll put a pic of him.

oh wth! why dont i do it now.

everyone, this is brendon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(the middle man)

(next to the girl)

ps; feel free to laugh at him

So you lost your trust,
And you never should have,
But don't break your back,
If you ever hear this,
Don't answer that.

good evening! its a very very rainy day.
i spent almost the whole day in town,
but i didn't really get all wet.
i kind of just hung out with michaela.

it is true. i am becoming like a caveman.
i sleep at the wrong time of the day,
and get up at the wrong time of the day.
sometimes i sleep for 16 hours and forget its the next day.
or if i stay up for 48 hours, i forget what day it is.
so barbaric. i feel like some kinda lost animal.

some say, time kills your pain
i say, pain kills my time.

good morning! okay, so not really. its like 9.20pm
but i just got up from my sleep and missed the gig.
sorry gabriel!

yesterday was really really crap. but as usual, fun.
and yes, i was awake all night. when we all got back
at anthony's place at about 8am, we all didn't hasitate to
knock out even if it was on the bloody floor.
but i had to bath. i dont like that sticky feeling. eww
i slept at 9am, and got up at 3pm.
we all went to eat after that, and agreed to meet at night
again. but i fell alseep. hahahaha. i smell like anthony now.

You have nothing to say
Except to innocently ask,
Your voice delicate as glass,
"Do you see me when we pass?"
But i continue on my way.

today succccckz.

i got home, at 9am, and slept.

told myself toget up at 1pm.

but i got up at 7.15pm!

promised mikey we'd go out,

but then, i overslept. aaaaaaaaaargh!

i feel like such a bad friend.

she must be hating my guts right now

hahahahah. but suddenly, i m in a gd mood.

see how my feelings change so fast?

recently, its been like that.

Just live for today

Least that's what they try to say

They said that we'd pick

Then they'll take your pain away

you wouldn't know love, even if it hit you in the face

today i laughed really hard.

i can't remember why though.

i think it was cause Nez said my eyes were nice.

ha-ha-ha you hear that ben? you hear that?

ben keeps denying the obvious.

when it is soooooo obvious.

that well..

1. im so funny
2. my eyes are nice in the sun
3. i speak great english
4. i laugh when i read my own blog
5. (something else, but i kinda forgot)

basically today was about hanging around. we all kinda just sat at the roadside and irrtated each other. might not be your idea of fun but.. well.. it actually was

good morning! it is now 1.34am
we have decided to go for breakfast again.
same time, same place, but more people.
the wait is so boringgggg. BO-RRRRRRING.

there's nothing to do, and jackie just hung
up on me. she said she was going to call me
back. but i'd be a fool to believe her. hahaha.

so the countdown startsssssss now

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day

its 5.30 in the bloody morning!!!!!!!

and 3 of us are awake. aiman, me and faiz.

i tried to wake ben up.. but its hopeless.

he's as good as dead when he's sleeping.

so the 3 of us have decided to meet for breakfast.

im like WTH cause i just ate. -_-

i'll just go to enjoy the company of my friends i guess.

later guysss!

off i go!

And so typically,

And so typically,

Soft, set back and perfectly dropped,

Tough and learn, and so perfectly taught.

I am as she does,

You are as he was.

remember this picture? when half the world went
"awwww!"


hey! how ya doin'? okkkk.
i've been living on subway the past week or two.
and i eat the same thing, like again and again.
and no, im not sick of it. hahaha.

today we went just stuck to the east side.
did you know i could actually break-dance?
i know.. and i just found about this skill,
two days ago.

Where'd you go?

Would you have the guts to say

I don't love you,

Like I loved you,

Yesterday.

yo! how ya nigga's doing? ya feelin' me dawg?

hahhaha. i feel so annoying. i haven't taken a
bath yet and i've got like 6-7 people waiting
for me now.

i've got to stop this. staying up the whole night,
only sleeping at 8am. then geting up at 3 then go
out the whole night again. hahaha.
its like i only communicate to my mum through cash.
and that's not much either, cause she just leaves it
on the table. hahaha.

before aiman really gets irritated, i am going to get ready,
cause according to them, everyone's there! SHIAAAAAAAT.

good morning! its now 1.08am!
in the next 2-3 hours time, i will turn to stone
and eventually fall alseep like all the other
nights. and then get up at 2 if not 3.
if idiots call my house to get me up then its 1.

for the past few days i also have been pretty
happy!

some gay guy: "O-M-G, did anyone tell you that you're
beautiful!"

girl : "ummm no " *smiling*

some gay guy: "yeah, well.. cause you're not"

today i watched STEP UP. ok, listen to this..
i mean it might make me seem weird,
but really, im not.
ok so, while i was watching step up..
its a dance show btw. once in a while,
while they were dancing and all..
i occasionally bounced to the music.
and i was like totally unaware of it until
after a long time. which...
reminds me, of those wannabe dancers.
well, whatever. i can't dance anyway.

See the strange boy, talking to his shadow.
He's got a secret to tell.
His imaginary friend knows everything.
Don't let him go out.
He says they won't believe you,
You don't know what you're talking about.

how are we going? hahaha..... this is good.
i like this peace. Saddam Hussein was caught!
he was hiding is some kinda cave. -_-
what an asshole. anyway, he'll be hanged.
i can hear the Hallelujiah chorus!

i have been watching most of the movies twice.
i've been hanging around most places just laughing
and eating. eating especially! :O
its ok, its the holidays.. enjoy while you can. ;)

so, my bestfriend's migrating.
im going to have a little ruth-tash time on thurs.
i'll miss her, yes i'll miss her :)

toys'r'us (if this pic doesn't make you laugh, you suck)

i love those kinda in-your-face pictures,
or jumping-out-of-pictures pictures.
confused? haha. its ok.

the past few days were kinda busy okkk
but tomorrow, it's time to meet teri!
we're going to jog (i knowww.. lame you say.)
then after, im going to party!
today was good. i watched "the covenant"
with.. about 9 people? then we went to gelare!
woahwoah. anthony was like a kid, protecting his
ice cream and waffles. hahahaha.

ok, mum nagging. need to brush teeth &
put retainers on. -_-

i love the holidays!