you see I always wanted to kiss you but 
I always wanted to run from you 
because I always wanted to miss you 
and I, always wanted to comfort you

I feel totally unappreciated by my friends. Like no one tells me anything anymore! It was a little like "did you hear, she's going out with..." and i'm like no? "where the hell were you?"

haha.. apparently, i'm "one to carry stories"(?) that's why they like to keep me out of the box..

days at school feel horrible..and my prelims are in 2 weeks? I. am. not. ready.

I am blue

I am blue& unwell

this is our friendship.

After my teacher so expressed her hatred for me and lana...

myself: (and i mouth "Bitch")

lana: (mouth's back "big bitch")

myself: "DEMON"

lana: "fat demon"

I want to slip you into my day

"no one knows i'm gone"

whirlwind mixed feelings

I am young,& i can afford to make mistakes.

I am young,& i can afford to make mistakes

A few days before school starts, i'm planning to blow my leftover of fun time at Sarah's uncle's 11 million dollar house at Sentosaaaa this Saturday :) ..lets just hope i don't get a beer belly :S Days has just been passing with me and my boyfriend chilling at his place,baking,eating..watching tv and me.. with my sad attempts to get tanner. Haven't seen mulia in like forever im going to deep fry him in pork oil the next time i see him

My idea of who i am changes every ten minutes

A little from Zon's

i'm still the same, drained

nevermind/me

can't sleep tonight

"the moon belongs to everyone, the best things in life are free"

My exams are over! and my weekend was good..oh you know the usual weekend, your usual drinks, with the usual people with the usual gurd 

Gav: "You know your mum..and her hard liquor"

Mum: "Yes.. i like vodka. just like you Tash!"

Oh. My. God. I did not believe that conversation actually happened. Actually if they knew me well enough, they'd know that i don't really like Vodka. I like hard liquor.. but Vodka never does it for me. Haven't gone to school in 2 days because there hasn't been any studying. Must. Live. Life. Right. Way.

have a good one!

slow me down, i need you to slow me down

I remember that feeling well, the first pitch and roll inside the stomach, where it's suddenly all hands on deck..that first physical collision of love. 

"what do the protestants believe in?"
"THEY BELIEVE IN BEEF!"-jiahui, my international friend(CHINA) she's way too funny sometimes haha

The strokes are driving me nuts, they are too bloody good. These next few weeks will be my exam weeks and..on Friday i'm going for a party. I have little control over these kind of things..party or study? drink or drug, eat or sleep..it's been too difficult for me..."it doesn't which you choose..." says this song.

My boyfriend is a man! hahaha NS soon la,
he will shoot me when he sees this hahaha love you laaa my muscles :]

Another long week, but just thankful that mid years don't really count becuz i'm going to flung the exam..only passing my english. On saturday i had this craving to watch Romeo and Juliet, and so i did making my poor boyfriend sit down to watch it with me..haha. But somewhere along the lines i got a weeee bit irritated. Why didn't Juliet just tell Romeo that she was going to drink that potion thingy, that would've saved both their lives.Thank god for mobile phones now..it would've gone a long way in the movie hahaha

I got a bunch of new shirts over the weekend, and now my saving up for a pair of new vans! Woo! ok, gotta smoke enjoy!


im suchhhha bitch sometimes you know
but if you're gonna like me, like me
if not don't like me at all ok?ok.

everything has been the same, i am still the same
jeff buckley's hallelujiah really makes me wanna lie in bed till i drift
but no, tonight i'm studying. with my cigarettes,coke and whatever it is i am ready!(no caffine, overloading myself with too much) but i heard coke has caffine...i hate diet coke you know?

Anyway sarah was admitted to the hopital on thursday, hope she's well
i need a get away, dear jesus please hear
call twigs soon, need to go on paradise trips again..intoxicateeeee

HI my stupid laptop is like screwing up and im very annoyed.
but luckily its time to head to my grandmother's place
time to listen to some paramore, heard they might be coming down mid this year
can't wait! must pass mid years first -_-

going to dye my bloody hair dark red soon
too damn annoyed with light brown
ok off i go
love

something different


"don't get me wrong..she's very nice, but.." -tash
"but her hair." -lana
"hahaha"

How can a guy hit a girl? oh my goodness, i can feel my blood boiling i just wanna kick him in the nuts for touching my small one. I don't think any guy can say he hit a girl "out of anger" omg if he saw me hit him "out of anger" he'd be in the wheel chair tomorrow. haha. Happy birthday ruth! i love you ok my sweet pea haha :]