the best part of my week is when i go over, and crawl into your bed..you smell my hair, kiss me, and we sleep
(BUT THIS TIME BEFORE WE SLEEP, I GOT SOMETHING FOR YOU)

MANAGE ME. I'M A MESS. My whole week have been doing by crazily i've been so damn burnt out. My time table has been exams until 330(latest) i rush home for tuition until 6, and then i'm expected to study until i'm dead. But all i really want is to spend my time with one person...nes tells me hang in there, i'll be with him all the time when i'm done with my exam. That is one of my biggest challenge of all. Away from him for the longest time i feel the tug but its ok i will work hard and enjoy the fruits of my labour afterwards. hahaha about 2 more months until the torment is over BE STRONG& i've been having eating problems i can;t eat as much as i could...although im fucking hungry. body why must you break down nowwww itsnlkjgnsleiuthnlekjtnbsliruthns
maybe i should purposely act sick so nes will have no choice but to come and visit me at home!!!! hahaha i love you babe
im so happy on this cloud 9..oh please last forever, i've been a real spoiler lately and i cannot afford to destroy everything i touch

1150pm but i gotta head for my physics now..STAY GOLD
TO RUTH:
hey baby, i know this is probably one of the hardest times for you over there. but you know you will ALWAYS have Jackie, Nelle and me to talk to. always. dont give up yet, you are the most beautiful i know. be strong too ok? with love, from the little red dot
call me if anything I WILL BE YOUR ROCK