two years ago you'd call me at this time. you'll listen to me complain about my day, comfort me
no tv, no laptop, just you on your hammock. Me on the phone. all your attention
right now you're out, you're happy. So i'm happy
tonight no one's answering my calls..and for the first time in a long time i feel lonely
the best part of my night used to be on the phone with you for hours..
now i speak to jackie for half an hour, you for twenty minutes.
"i love you.bye"
now the best part of my night is my pill, sends me into a daze..
weightless

i've excepted change, got over that a long time ago. But sometimes i miss..i shouldn't start, but you know which my fav year was. BUT. people change..time inevitable..i'll get by. This is me thinking. My sleeping pill is suppose to make me stop obsessing.
goodnight V